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All belongs to, Odyssey of Ascension channeled and taught by Roxanne Swainhart
Transcribed by Marilyn Holzmann
I bet you're wondering sometimes contemplate as a reflection. Now this is not an ordinary thought this is a thought about yourself that occurs naturally through life. Let's call it this phrase, let's understand each other as a unified experience from memory. And all of you have said this. Why did I think of that? Something to that context. Where did that thought come from? So I want to dive into a realm of thought production. If we can do that tonight. It is day time, yes. If we can do that together, so thought production (meaning bring forth), okay. So you understand the thought behind the thought that's the Creator. And to conceptualize that with the fractal mind is relevant. It’s irrelevant in exploration, but the finite will not be achieved because there is no achievement in knowing the Creator, the creator is constant, right? So, but you can slow things down and start to pinpoint certain accuracies for your mind to remember certain ideas about the knowing of you all ready.
(1:24 Audio) Okay, so let’s, let's talk about the idea of thought production. Exciting. One of my favorite classes. Yes, okay. Here we go. So, you produce thought now, your whole self is a potential machine, constantly vibrating, constantly attracting vibratory tacticians, as all of you are attracted natural vibration. And we're not going to talk about a different density vibration or a realm idea. We’re going to understand in that in your mind a physical idea of movement like this, let's just call this vibration and keep it within the grasp of your palatable mind. The accepted human constructs what may be occurring as an easy idea, right? Okay, so we don't want to make things difficult that would be mishmash. So, let's look at vibration. Vibration is a constant radio signal, right? That is bringing in attracting matching which you get back, attracting constant match. Now, you can replace the word match (meaning a person or thing that resembles or corresponds to another) with a more definable and more accountable human term called truth. Truth always seems to bring up responsibility and accountability. I like match because it doesn't give any context to the wandering human mind of certain definitions cause and effect and all that hoopla. You distract yourself with. So, let's look at your constant vibratory machine the whole of you is always vibrating right? And so, therefore, it is always attracting. What is it attracting? Attracting reality potential further.
(3:20 Audio) So, this is thought production, because we understand yourselves is not an object because the object is literally a thought so, we have to go to what it is in and of itself right. You must go back to what it is remember your markets earliest. What is it in and of itself thought is and thought is a car thought is a computer screen thought is a lover thought is sandwich vibration thought okay. So, in a certain frequency range you have through your own evolution, the human concept itself, we're talking to the collective of humanity. The incarnation has conceptualized thought as this in here. You can think about things now not all species. Now listen close don't think they are the constant of the fleeting thought perceive without objects to be broken down into images called a experience in your mind thought. Many species do not have a thinking mind, if you will. There is no reason for it. Because it's an individual experience that does require an idea of thought or a certain experience. You take thought out of your experience, you're going to have a completely different human experience. Nonetheless, though, it is an experience unique unto itself. So, it is not a requirement to have thought in any kind of idea as a conceptual what you guys human consider thought. Now the thinking mind is a vibratory intention, you have developed the skill to think, now the action of to think, must have, again, a foundation to have the ability to think. And the first thing we all know marks really is in and of itself thinking must be birthed from. What is the internet itself? Thought.
(5:33 Audio) All right, so now we have a constant in place, right? We're starting to get somewhere. So this vibratory machine you that attracts potential vibration or thought in the matching of that is truth, right? So that's where we're at. So, this thought is pondered by the human mind as an object, when it is pondering itself as why did I think of that?Then it is objectifying its own creation as outside of itself. Right? You're looking at it as something that you create it, but not as an extension of you more so as an object to define in a polarized version of yourself. Otherwise, why would you be questioning your own thoughts? Because you can. Right? That's how you objectify them. So you can question why do you do it because you're polarized as a certain portion of yourself, and this is not a fault. This is a unique experience, until you realize that your own thoughts are extensions in the waking up process. So of course, regret comes into place and wonderment comes into place. But if you are mastered then the idea of allowance and you accept your own reality as an expansion at this moment instead of a predicated cause and effect. Blame assignment. And what's going on to define, you don't need to do that. What you want to do is be aware and have an understanding of how things work within the constant of you. Now, remember, you have two portions of you, you have the self that looks at reality as a perspective of separated and the same self is looking at reality as its whole self. You have never been truly separated. You're not here, then over here, what you are, is throwing a belief system in front of you that says, I am fractionalized against my own interpretation of reality, based on the thinking mind defining that personality on a polarized scale, because that's all I knew when I got here because when you got here, you started looking through belief systems immediately, right? That belief systems have I'm not a creator Creating belief systems of identity blah, blah, blah, you've heard the story, you've guys have listened to the classes very good. I think I need a little tea, maybe even some water but not yet.
(8:10 Audio) So, we're going to get a nice solid foundation of awareness here right? A breathing, working awareness that takes on a life in itself. So you can be aware of the processes that go on in a vibratory state, how things work, because they do work in processing time. Of course, you have to have the element time to know how things work, because you have to reflect on it right? So since time is built in booyahh one less thing we have to do, right, okay. So since you're very conceptualized and well mannered in time, and you understand reflection, because you have have a memory, then you can understand how thought processes. Okay, we'll do that together. I'm excited. I think you want to. Okay. So here's what you want to look at. Thought in and of itself. Again, basic production, constant filled, consciousness always existence. It doesn't come from anywhere. It is always what you do is bend it, with the attraction and it potentialize itself through interpretation, interpretation. There was a great channel on your planet and I believe in your current is still channeling Darryl Anka, and he allowed a wonderful concept to come through that the Essasanni have evolved with it. And it was the three mind concept.
(9:58 Audio) CONCEIVING MIND: You have a conceiving mind that your whole self. RECEIVING MIND: You have receiving mind that your physical brain. PERCEIVING MIND: and then you have a perceiving mind and that's the filters, the personality. Hmm. Now, you always are a perceiver which is the unified mind, right that's the intelligent mind and with the intelligent mind you have intelligent access, therefore you have intelligent expression, not as opposed to dumb expression, the intelligence of creation, allowing you to express itself which is you and thought all symbiotic. Know what right okay? So, so this idea of your perceiving mind is bringing into its awareness by the natural process of you. The receiving mind right, the conceptualized mind, the mind that says, “this thought that's coming in from the conceiver” Which is the creator, right? You track attracting and then bending and then offering it to you, and you're like, oh, Right, and here comes a thought now it runs through a process of filters. That is equal in vibration. To back to what we get a little sticky about two terms here back to match. matching your truth or your truth. So anyways, it's your truth that's what is your be able to see okay. So you must realize when a vibration comes through, you can only see what you can see not what it is in its fullness because it is a vibrational truth. Okay. You got to be able to know that. So let's say your walking going around in your reality, and your vibrational truth is there's only humans. So therefore you only see humans. And once you understand your relationship with yourself, and you know, there's not just humans, then you get different experiences, right? Let's call them animals. And then now, you know, there's more than just humans and animals. And all of a sudden you get experiences of vibrational matches called forms or life called insects. Okay, so now you're starting to see what vibration offers to you. Until you can conceptualize something as a truth (meaning accurately conforming to a belief or expectation) you cannot perceive it, impossible because it doesn't match your truth. It doesn't match your truth. Right? So you can't see. But as you understand yourself and evolution, through the permissions of societal norms, you get more experiences, right? Some people don't know, they never will know on this planet in the current, what a smart phone is they cannot conceptualize it. Why? Because the introduction of technology has never occurred. Therefore, if you were to show them what you were looking at, they can't see it, they would see an empty hand. Because the thought doesn't match through the perception mind, in equation of vibration that the mind can translate into a thinking mind process called memory to match its understanding of that vibration. The perceiving mind. See this wonderful mind appear has many, many functions. But it doesn't make you and it doesn't lead you as humanity is always tolerating you to the extent of your smartness or your mindedness and judging you according to your brain of dumbness. Including parents are fucking bastards.
(14:02 Audio) Anyways, so these ideas are conceptualized to perceiving minds which is the experience of you. This is why there was no sight for weeks upon end of ships in different idea of countries, they could not conceptualize a ship in the older days in the 15th and the 14th in the 1300s many civilizations were still looking out at a blank horizon. Meanwhile, their ships there, but they did see the humans getting off the little bees, but they can't see where they come from. So what did they look like everybody God's walking on water, you get it, you must understand you are a match. This is where thought comes from your reflection of potential to the vibrational match that you are current, and you get what the mind does. What does it do? It gives you thought potential, it matches you to your reality. You're not separate from the whole, you just can't get everything the whole is getting, but you're getting a lot. But as you only validate the truth of what you know is historical, then you only validate the experience of your life therefore. You want new stuff? Let go. Let go. Be open an open mind. You've all heard it.
(15:38 Audio) But see open minds are great ideas but see open minds in the human context still have a dealings. Right? Don't you guys always have a dealings on what's coming in to perceive and validate and contain and judge and wonder about in production it and seeing all these things and you're poking your prod in to the is irrelevant. Or relevant and then you throw it out if it's not, and you have no idea what can I can give you know, zero because you're thinking mind is a process and that's what you have to be aware of. And that hurts 99% of the time, you got to swallow your fucking pride to see that you are not that god damn smart. But you manage yourself and you're smart. You manage yourself in processes of thinking, you manage yourself, and that becomes a constant if you're aware. So you must understand thought production. Is your job as a human as an incarnation as a whole. A job that's built in that takes zero effort, because what are you? Vibration. What is vibration? Attract what you put out is what you get back.
(16:55 Audio) What you put out is what you get back. You are constantly vibrating constantly getting potentials. You're looking at these potentials trying to manage them through a thinking process!. The thinking processes the reactionary self using the references of its own memory, that which in and of itself is a vibrational match as well! So that's why you can only get some memories and not get other memories of different things that would be because your vibration matches you. So this memory that will give you a solution isn't going to be given why because you're being a dick about whatever this is. So you get the dick vibrational thought processes. Okay. What do you do? Nothing! Relax, breathe, and be be the openness and be the constant idea. Now you know the idea of expression, and that's getting into the nitty gritty of creating, but they also want to see what it is in and of itself, the process of you. And why these things are here is not a question of why putting it out to the universe as some kind of accountability or responsibility or blame with the why is because it's a potential that was attractive because you are the truth of yourself in the now. Not in time.
(18:30 Audio) Okay, so now you starting to see that things are there for you. But you will must be irrelevant, irrelevant relationship in the now about this, what's coming? What's coming is potential rejection of anything let's look at this. This is gonna get sticky we'll smooth it out because we're masters, right? Okay. So, when something comes into your reality and it is not preferred, it is still nonetheless a match. This is now potential for you to realize relationships. If the relationship in and of itself constitutes a vibrational lack no longer choose to relationship without reality. It whatever that reality is. It could be like Roxy has a relationship with a game of chess, a struggling game. Hmm. But she still continues it when she knows you can just let it go. Doesn't harm her doesn't help her. It's experiential. And she realizes that now. But there are portions of that, that she is no longer wanting to engage in that because it gives certain consistent vibratory relationships that would be polarized. In other words, when she gets her ass kicked, she gets pissed off, because she doesn't think the way she's supposed to. But when she thinks that's when she fails, and she realizes that because she's in a production state, she's vibratory vibrating through the idea of an image noticeability perfect. That's it. And acceptance. next idea, as you've all been known, and then execution, what do I do about it? Well, if it's no longer your preference, you must to what you do? Do what you do doesn't mean the preference is permanent. Doesn't mean the preference is permanent. It means in the now do not act upon this idea. Walk away, whatever it is. permanency is no, no, you can keep things permanent. But if you notice the permanency is never permanent. It's a vibrational constant of change. You can perceive permanency with the element of what? Time. Okay, very good. Very good. So, you're starting to see, right? We're starting to get it. So when you're sitting there on your couch, doing your crocheting, enjoying your evening, and these thoughts come in. It's not because you have an evil mind if they're negative, or a hopeful mind if they're positive. That's you judging. Assessing Your own individual potentials doesn't mean you have to do it. See if there's a big thing on the planet, that when you get certain thoughts, you must act upon them to make things right or wrong. Sometimes you want to make things wrong because you're pissed. And you know it's wrong, but you do it because you want revenge. You want to make things right because you're apologetic and you feel guilty. So you want to do that action. See, those word thoughts lead you into the potential vibration of expression. Therefore, your reality stays the same and you're guilty and then you're regretful, and then you're sorry, and then you're angry, and you live a wonderful human life. Yay. Okay. So that's how that works. See, when you realize the vibrational matches in you, and that is something that you know, is no longer valid when your reality that's when, of course, you know, the, the idea of what you've been taught the process is, is to accept that about you, no matter how much it hurts, and then act upon it not in the same manner as your history history solutions to a negative situation, you allow it and say thank you, bye bye. You don't engage in it. You don't tease it, you don't feed it! Don't feed that fucking hungry lion. Right? Lions dead, let it die. Dead. You always try to regenerate it by getting back at people, making yourself justified. validating your situation through others. You never need to validate your own existence, my friends, but those are the vibrational thoughts attracted and the actions in place and then the whole cycle is just going and going and going. And the cycle is how creation works. What you put out is what you get back. The vibratory matches and the potentials and you act upon those potentials as expression and life goes on. Doesn't mean anything doesn't hurt anyone doesn't do this doesn't do that. You know what it does? It gives you life. It gives you your experiential awareness forever. Awarenesses built in in law one of course that's existence, right? Okay, very good.
(24:09 Audio) So now let's look at thought as a memory equation. We're gonna break this down a little bit what time we got. Okay, plenty. Okay. So the first part I just got done with I just let it be a ponder, let it be, understand be observant, observant, observant, observant, not reactionary, not responsive. Now, whatever your truth is, okay, so let's look at an idea. Let's all together. Okay, now the class participation ideal vegan or not, I don't give a shit. You have the experience. Let's all taste a hamburger. The reason why I say this is Roxy has a hamburger in her mind that she's already eaten by not in the now that she said she's tired but she already has eaten the hamburger she's gonna eat in about an hour or so. I can taste it right because it's within the realm of the now and I’m part of Roxy right now so I can feel a memory thought matched on taste, which is a memory. Okay, but what does that memory do? Makes your mouth water unless you're an advocate for saving animals for some reason they never die. I don't understand that. That's your reality. So, so this, this hamburger we're all eating right? You can taste it makes your mouth water because it is where? Now, right? So the hamburgers real its your relationship with a hamburger. hamburger through thought, since Roxy's not eating the hamburger her experience, is memory still makes her hungry, she could still taste it, she could still experience it. But the physical now, which is a relationship to reality, says “I’m not eating.” So therefore the experience becomes reflected as this interpretation of thought. Okay. See that? See, when people tell you about their experience, you use all of your reference to equate it. Right? Some of you are like in more and more of you will become absolutely bored. When people start to tell you how awesome something is, watch this TV show, go here, do that all that stuff. And you know, that's not the quality of life you want to rely on anymore because before you relied to communicate commune. And when that communion, you wanted to equate something. So you would listen. And you would try to imagine how that experience was. So you can have a communion with this person have an idea. Now it is a vibrational match which it is. But now it becomes a relationship of thought through the perceived mind, and then how you act upon it. And a lot of you just don't want to do do it. It's like, Oh, you got to go see this movie, you go see the movie, that sucks. Why? And you knew it sucked? Why does it suck? Because it's not your match. It's not your relationship of truth. And that's the mystery of this evolution. What you used to could, but you'd have no preference anymore. You don't want to do the same things that you enacted as a socialite, a human idea. Now, this is the processes of experiential memory brought into the now through filters. So to give you a an equation relatable experience.
(28:02 Audio) Now, if we internalize this experience, that means we can remember and taste literally a shot. You know, when do you want to take a shot of? Peppermint Schnapps, right? Take a shot and you can remember that taste, right? You can remember going down you can remember the heat you can remember the interaction with the alcohol and the body. Remember how it felt to you see, those are experiences. Right? And if you are an actor of that experience, which is now listen, this is gonna get sticky. And after that experience in the physical then you have a more intimate relationship and it's easier easier to relate to as a truth. So yeah, oh yeah, I know what that tastes like. You know, I know what that feels like. Whenever, if it's an intimate that don't worry about what people are saying you leave the people out of bed for not let's go internalize right? Now, let's say you never had a sip of alcohol. Does that make it any more or any less and accessible to you? Well, the truth answer's no. The perceived answer is, well, that's your perception, isn't it? See, this is all relationship to thought potential. And how you relate to it through the perceiving mind. The receiving mind is giving you everything. It's giving you everything that's your vibrational match. It does not not give you what you can potentialize it's how the perceiving mind sees it. See, there is no filters between the conceiver the whole self and the physical world, physical brain. The physical brain is a is a is the best goddamn antenna ever. It is bringing in every vibratory idea that's available in the here and now. Everything, everything every ounce of knowledge, the perceiving mind is the separation. But the perceiving mind knows it not as the whole. So it must release its perceptions in allowance in validating its own truth to accord itself with its own natural and therefore you get more potentials more thoughts and more realistic realities that are not occurring in your physical okay. That's why it's easy to taste the hamburgers you eat a lot. Some pomp-press which is french fries, I like called ___ because you know, I'm junkies. Bigger or to have an old Canada, protein cheese, brown gravy. Right? You can taste it.
(31:13 Audio) But see, the perceiving mind needs a physical idea, an object of extension of itself that creates as a hamburger objectified hamburger that I'm eating or french fries that I'm eating, right? To have that realistic experience with the perceiving mind now this is where thought is, you know where thought comes from now. It's the machine its creation but what thought is is the perceiving mind and this is why we do all the work but your work mainly has been getting you to realize your image, your fractal self the perceiving mind as an identity. But now that the identity is losing its ground by you being you, the identity can no longer prefer itself as the dominant and it just dissipates because you're not giving it, what? Attention. You're not energy follows awareness, you're not feeding the hungry lion therefore, you're being more natural to you now you're starting to see your relationship with thought in and of itself as an evolutionist. So this evolutionary self is realizing that thought is a perception relationship through the proceeding moment. Therefore, that perceiving mind gives the experience to you. The perceiving mind is a million minds, a million minds. It's so many different ways to be. It's never going to be honed, never going to be finite, never going to be finished, never going to be processed to a standard. It is going to be an absolute perfection every moment.