THE PRISON OF EXPECTATIONS

​First, let's talk about fractals. I want you to get a new perspective thought. These very strange humans to understand and convey creation to you. See we have to do it in steps things you can reference and build upon and release. And it's like building the endless ladder that has no bottom no, no, top you just keep climbing and magically or wrong appears kind of idea. 
 
So, but, but one of the terms that is confusing is fractal. Let me, let me discuss that with you. Let me go over it, will boil it over together, clay hold it. All right. So (breathing) you consider yourself a portion of the whole of you the individual singularity that creates the whole. And that's kind of strange, because you feel like there's a, as they say, a whole self, a higher self and then there's an oversoul, and then there's an oversoul oversoul, and all those other terms that humanity is caught themselves up with. 
 
Well, if all are one and one are all then you don't need any more than that, see, I, I think you guys are okay saying a fractal is just a point of view. Just an experience of an expression. Right? You're expressing and experiencing as the whole from the whole singularly. So, it can be considered a fractal (meaning never-ending pattern). It can be considered All That Is. So, don't get hung up on this idea is a portion of yourself any longer cause that gives you divisions, and divisions are no longer apathetically. For you, it was used greatly in structure to climb, to wiggle your way to the top and see across the horizon as you've never seen before. So you can understand that the fractal is just a point of view. It's an experience. It's a portion. 
 
Now within this idea expression called humanity that you've been considered fractalized is deemed as a forgotten self. But now it's not. You're not forgotten anymore. You know, you're a God. You're just not good at it. Like you want to be like you used to be. Because you're, let's say taming the Shrew. Hmm. You're kind of getting hold of this chaos and starting to understand how it really is created vibration, trust knowing truth, things that would be not considered a fractal separated, but a just a particular point of view and as an explorer of your own kingdom within. Hmmm
 
So let's not get hung up on that anymore as something of a division, and, and, and, let's not go to the whole self because the whole self creates, and you’re the whole self creating, and you had the creating point of view, and you have the human point of view the expression point of view. And you don't know that you are both in fullness but there are recollections, feelings, vibrations, dreams, certainties. unknowingly, but Hmm, something's there. You know, shit like that, that gets you excited about keep tracking, through the Odyssey of this ascension, you know, this epic journey of unknown. So let's leave fractal out of it as a separated idea. You can call yourself a fractal. It's a point of view. You can call yourself an incarnation because that's what you are. You can call yourself expression because you're always that. 
 
But the defining yourself as something particular that had meaning and purpose should be dealt with and no more ways. Just to let go of let it be free. Let it mutate into some other relationship of vibration that gives you a new run of the ladder a new truth. See, it says consciousness, consciousness, consciousness is recirculated or recycled. It's constantly changing its form. Just like you are changing your reality, changing your expression changing your form, always new, always brand new, brand spanking new and every now and it is that to have the way you project the way you are, the way you receive, that is new. 
 
(4 min, 56 seconds in audio, there is clearly a shift in energy, in frequency at this point) 
 
Creation is one day it's yellow and the same particles of information you call creation or the pool of consciousness is now blue. But it's the same idea. They're just reflecting themselves different as you are seeing them different as well. It's quite magical the endless unlimited, truly. Well, let's understand that point of view. 
 
Channel: Now ahhh, I need your eyes Roxy. HeeheeeeEEhheee, Hmmmm
 
(5 minutes, 33 seconds in audio. There is a change in transmission, this is Marilyn’s sensory picking up. Tingling in legs and arms.) 
 
Channel: Ommmmm. Jennifer has a question. (The channel is reading the request for Roxy to ask him. “Him” is used as genderless)
Jennifer to Roxy: I have a question about expectation and knowing, feeling the ‘we’. Can you ask that tonight? 
 
Channel: I don't see a question in there. I see a statement. (Channel reads through Roxy’s eyes)
 
Channel: Can you clarify your question? (Channel asking Jennifer)
 
Jennifer: Yeah huh, I want to know difference between both? 
 
(6 minutes, 3 seconds in audio, there is energy shifting. Like shots of light after another, by Marilyn’s sensory)
 
Channel: Between what and what? Expectation and knowing? 
 
Jennifer: Expectation and the idea of knowing when you are the WE, that everything is in the moment? 
 
Channel: Well we can give you the difference. You have an inert, that yet valid feeling about when you are knowing, and when you are expecting. Because the expecting gives you butterflies in your stomach. It gives you anticipation. It gives you not now, that simple. 
 
(6 minutes, 35 seconds, in the transmission there is a pick-up again in frequency, noticed by Marilyn’s sensory. Marilyn will ask Roxy if healing was taking place? Arthritis, hand muscle something, healing in one of the listeners?)
 
Knowing is now. Even if it doesn't lie in the now that you are in, it lies somewhere as a probability. 
 
(Makes sense with Universe. All exists and it is each one perceiving what already exists) 
 
When you know those relationships is truths. Then there's a distinct feeling that is most certain. That has nothing to do with an expectation you're feeling. You guys have been expecting about getting up and going to work the next day. You expect about Christmas morning. You understand about a blind date, a first date, you understand about a divorce court, you understand about the birthday coming up or a trip to Disneyland. See those are things of times that you lay around in expectations and wonderment and then has a distinct vibrational feeling. The inert feeling that is now bubbling itself up to know in itself is not a inert (meaning passive) anymore. mystified, not present but truly always there and noticeable but yet influential, influential, certainly. It is that consciousness of knowing that I am knowing this. 
 
So, let me give you an example of knowing. You know your here now. All of you one way or another, there’s something within a perspective of your reality that offers zero doubt, zero expectation, zero concern. There is a presence always in all now's of ISNESS. Whether you can find it or not. Doesn't really matter…does it? It's just you changing the relative realities of feeling to give you an experience. 
 
But as you notice yourself changing, maybe even seeking, then you know, you're having an experience that has the ability to change, the ability to see, to seek. And then all of a sudden that feeling of being the creator of change, being the seeker of what is this, what is that? Then you want to be sudden know that you are knowing that's the self that is. 
 
So, if you're looking at particulars of time, and how they're going to play out, well, you can't, because there's no certainties until the now. That's why everything is here and now. We gave you time, you gave yourself times, creation gave us time, all that is. This idea as an experience, time opened up a whole new world. It allows us to reflect. It created the social memory complex as you guys consider a soul. It created reflected timelines it created time travel, it created a whole bunch of things, as well as a million other ways to feel about your world, about your life, other incarnations all around the galaxies, densities, in such manner you use time as an ally, as an asset, as a hindrance, as a need as a want as you do, you know, different ways of relating to time. 
 
(9 minutes, 34 seconds, sensation of fast forward motion pictures)
 
And one of the things that is given humanity is expectations. I wasn't expecting that. See, if you're not expecting that, then what were you expecting? There's the feeling of expectation that is unique in and of itself. All of you've had it, all of you know it, all of you are certain of it. So what you truly know is yet you know, the feeling of expectation and that knowing is also present. Isn't it? In expectation. So there's no difference except point of view, they are distinctly the same vibration of ISNESS, taken and bent into an experience, adding in the salt and pepper of flavor, that of time, that of expectations, that knowing creates all of these things. So knowing is the certainty of here and now, that bursal experience, to be had, to be probable, to be forgotten to be remembered as an idea coupled with time. 
 
And it can go in many different directions and time doesn't have to be included this knowing idea. But expectations, is something of Ah aaa, iiiiif you're hung up on it, and you're disappointed, then you're having expectations. You don't want to know with expectations because you're not having a knowing in an expectation, what you're having is a known expectation. 
 
Because if you know you have expectations, then there is no knowing one probability to be perceived and then there's no expectation probability. There now two separate ideas. Knowing expectation gives you expectation, knowing doesn't have expectation. 
 
(Marilyn’s interpretation is that expectation is anticipating the knowing. Knowing is natural, it is now and expectation is anticipating a new perspective that may or may not become a knowing, only if  the creator chooses to explore this.)
 
So what do you get knowing that's what you'll get. So let's say, you know, you're going to be alive tomorrow. There's zero doubt, for whatever reason, this is all subjective. So don't try to compare yourselves and download the people because you are interested in doubting yourself. If you know that there is, let's say, a can of soup in the pantry hmmm, so you go there and you know, it's there. You don't expect it's there. Because if you expect it to be there's a probability, you know, expectation, so that reality becomes certain more so than the knowing reality by itself. 
 
Channel: Now, does this offer clarity? (Channel is asking Jennifer)
 
Jennifer: Yeah, it does. I mean, I think that the that knowing aspect is helping me not get so worried about anything outside of the now anymore. 
 
(12 minutes, 22 seconds in audio and it is exact time in Germany as Marilyn transcribes this transmission. She is vibrating, or a sense of vibe on her legs and hands. Now she hears church bells. FYI, first time listening to this transmission)
 
Channel: Well I hope so, because there was nothing outside of the now. 
 
Jennifer: Rrright.
 
Channel: Everything here, everything just like expecting, worrying is the same thing. It's an asset and an ally created by time. You can't worry in the now because the occurrence of knowing is now. Worry is another valid idea created to a experience coupled with time. What is there to worry about? The things that you've habited yourself as a probability of knowing worry. Put those together you have a worrying experience. But if you know that this won't happen or this will happen, then you can't have worry. Because there's no room in that, either you’re that truth, or this truth. Make sense? 
 
Jennifer: Yeah, but so how do you huhmmm…stay in the present moment, but function in time with people around you? 
 
Channel: What do you give me an example? 
 
Jennifer: Well, let's say you're talking about something that's gonna happen in a week. 
Channel: Huhmmm.
Jennifer: But huhmm…you're doing it from the present moment. 
Channel: Yes. 
Jennifer: HaaaHhh. You I guess my mind doesn't get it yet. Doesn't understand that yet. 
 
Channel: Your mind wants it to happen. But you can't put that stipulation on it. What you can do is working within the bounds of what you know is going to happen. Remember that entity aaa Nivo, Bashar you guys call him channel through Darryl Anka. Right? 
 
Jennifer: Yeah.
 
Channel: Okay. There was one time he was interacting with one of the fractal humans, you understand man, it says,” Is it possible for you to have a billion dollars?” No. “a million dollars?” No. “500,000?” No “100,000?” Yes.  See in those ideas, those become relative to work. So they can have a probability of knowing. So let's say for example, Roxanne has in a couple of weeks, a channeling for two days, right? That's a knowing there's no doubt or expectation about that. But there might be an expectation about it, or there might be an expectation about the future, or you can't have that relationship. Either it does or it doesn't. So, if you can't handle what you would call the two months out, not knowing how it's going to happen, then don't commit to it. Because now you're going to have an experience of non- committal, until you, you get reality of knowing that extends itself in worthiness as you move forward with validation. 
 
So in other words, you have no doubts about the December. Maybe you have an idea about a January. Is it going to happen? Yes. How is it going to happen? Does it matter? So Are you uncomfortable to know how it's not going to happen? Or knowing how it is going to happen? You have to be defined within yourself, what part is bothering you? Because you can't control it! (the channel is using strong tones within high vibrations) Because you don't have the means to make it certain in the now of time. So, in other words, let's say you have the Garland hometown $22,000. I'm looking at Roxy's history, right, right. If you guys have $22,000, then you had a knowing about that event. But since you don't have $22,000, then there's an expectation about if it's going to happen or not. And you want to allow it, but you still worry about it correct? 
 
Jennifer: Yeah. 
 
Channel: Well, you don't put your you don't do that idea. You don't move in the direction to where you can't understand the relationship that is not knowing that. It's not that you're going to miss opportunity, because there's 1000 other ways Roxy can speak. 
 
Jennifer: Yeah, Yeah, well that makes sense. 
 
Channel: And it's, it's, it's your relationship to your own worthiness that creates realities of time. So Roxy absolutely knows that she is going to be in December speaking. She absolutely knows that she's going to be in LA wherever that is in LA, you have LA but there's 1000 LAs, and in whatever section of LA and she knows you're going to speak on the 12th and she knows you're going to be on the 19th. She has no known, how she's going to get there, but she knows she's going to be there. Then that's it. She doesn't relativity anymore, doesn't give it the fathoming idea of attention that it thinks it needs. Because it doesn't. Whenever it presents itself as something to interact with it, that's when it's done. It's not done anytime before because we don't need certainties when we trust we are creators. 
 
But if something doesn't happen, like we don't get the money for this idea to travel or hire a company to do all the AV or such ideas, those things don't play out. That means there's something else. You can't be disappointed, because then you're an expectation of a certain badge or a certain image or a certain outcome, which is right back to the self that controls reality through effort. You have to trust that it's going to happen and whenever it doesn't happen, something else is happening, that is immeasurable also. Make sense? 
 
Jennifer: Yeah. Yeah, I mean it it brings up the idea of trust in in in yourself in every moment. And whatever does come about is whatever it's just coming about. 
 
Channel: Well yeah, at your stage, anything that says not that its your belief systems bubbling up to the surface for you to scrape away, allow them, embrace them and get rid of them and keep NOW what you know. And any of the other drama you're going through is your drama! Nobody else that belongs to you, you're choosing the creative because you know the difference. You know, you don't have to be dramatic anymore. You know that it hurt you emotionally, send you off the edge, but you have an amount of awareness to say, whoa, this is no longer my truth. I don't have to be this emotion, this fear, this worry, this aches. Now I can work on it because it's the suffering that you guys endure so others don't have to. Right?  
 
Jennifer: Yeah, thank you. 
 
Channel: You're welcome. However, it's gonna play out it's gonna play out. Roxy started slide classes almost three years ago. She's had plenty of students come through the class, by any model of humanity. This is successful. The YouTube has been on for five years that model is successful. The effort that Roxy’s she's done to do make these things better zero. She's not interested in better she's interested in knowing herself. And as that modality it keeps incorporating as her truth. She attracts those supportive ideas and co creation, to allow ourselves to expand naturally, not forcefully not egoic-ally, not image theory, imaged image imagery, imagery. Ahha. It is just the pursuit of her own exploration which is attractive to those of authentic, and the authentic ones join in and give you the idea of the we to have her experience her eye as her truth. So, it all it's gonna happen, how it happens when it happens doesn't matter, but you just know what's happening. That's all you just know what's happening. You be there in the happening. (breathing deep) or that makes sense. 
 
(Marilyn feeling like out of breath, taking deep breathing. Something was triggered, a belief surfaced. First time to just do in each moment what feels happy and fun, because it is a knowing, instead of anticipating or analyzing what this will result in. The belief system of bad consequences, so you better do what is right is dissolving into a new perspective. This perspective is doing what is NOW happy, and enjoyable is ENOUGH! She is having fun, transcribing these transmissions for the joy of it and so it is. Appreciating the co-creating with Roxy who is receiving these transcribes.)  
 
Jennifer: Yeah, it does. Thank you. 
 
Channel: So, when you guys are, are, digging deeper and deeper, well, let's say the easy parts done we've, we've given you that before. Everything you've gone through is just a mishmash of emotional reactions. Now the really the masterwork is, is self identity. Is existence is this image that you guys keep going back to.  
 
(Interruption flow by the channel) By the way, Brandon. Roxanne, thank you for the birthday gift. She opened it, it loves it and hasn't set it up. She hasn't found a place for that. But she has the reads out. Suppose very nice, thank you. (Channel thanks someone for a gift to Roxy, acknowledging the gift and intention)
 
So anyways hmmmm see this, this, this, self of image it, it, it, reaches to gain admiration when you see yourself doing that. See, that's a self sustaining and you recognize that now? But are you doing the work? I mean, this is the deep stuff that hurts. This is the absolute stuff that you have to know that you're doing that and no one has control over that except you. You can't blame, you can't assign, you can't become a victim, any longer because you're too well versed in your own creative skills as a separated. You know it's only your world subjective created for you by you all the time. Everything that around you, is your attractive truth. There's nothing else to know about anything except that now that offers the knowing that you already are. And you experienced the flow of your now imaginative self being a experienced self. No longer seeking outside of itself are those images. The habits of maintaining now realized when you no longer validate of you're no longer imaged. No longer image means you have no longer familiarities, no longer habits, no longer the things that kept your comfort, secured, stable and comfortable. The wheel seems to be a little jet. Right?
 
So you want to start living as you have always done. But when you find yourself crying like a stuck pig, shut up. Unless you just don't want to do it anymore. Why would you not want to do your own ideas of suffering? Why would you want to negate any portion of your discovered self? You don't think you can handle it? How can you not handle look what you've already handled in life, all of you have experienced death. All of you experienced birth. All of you have experienced everything in between all of it. What the hell are you afraid of? You're afraid to lose the image. Because that's easy. It's so easy. Being an image. It's so easy to be an asshole to someone. It's so easy to be kind to someone and offer beauty and compassion. It's so easy to be polarized. It's a world of I know this. I know these worlds. But what you don't know is beyond humanity. And when you start to feel that, but it doesn't give you the human dynamic. This is the deeper work. It's the work that this shovels all standard. I think Seth talked about them as core beliefs. There's only a few. And you guys are sitting right here. There's no more bridge beliefs, all that stuff, all that top side stuff wise and who's wins and hide doubts? Why did they say that? What did they say that for? Blelelelelelelelelel. All that's gone. 
 
Now it's you an intimate portion of you, that you have experienced as a separate itself. You have a view of, you know the self. If you choose to engage in that as a choice, then that is your own pain, you're securing for an experience. But if you are unrecognized in that action and then see it, then you have discovered a core. And don't act like an ascender any longer. Remember the wrong that appears and disappears. Time for a sender to go away. You're not an ascender, you're Oh God. You're here. If you image yourself as that proportion, that knowing of whatever you define that truth is to be is the limitation you will enact it. So if you call yourself an ascender, what is that? Well, that's what you say it is. And you can only have an action reaction and interaction within that frequency scope, and have an experience about that subject. But if you broaden your horizons to the ISness of now, with no conjecture of image, well then you have the plethora of creation coming a bound at you to have you fulfilled. And if you're shocked and awww once again, then you're playing that trumpet, because you're just too goddamn afraid to know that your God and there's nothing you need to control to gain your admiration, especially at the expense of others! You don't need to do this to people anymore. You don't need to control people. You don't need to say anything is right or wrong because there is no successful future. There is no failed future there is only the presence, the current of now and if you start to be that broad horizon, to be the now with whatever is employed in your life as a perspective, if it tinging on you. And you know no longer is your truth and let it go speak your words. But if it is a reaction self that goes, no, no, no, that's not gonna work because, because, because then you're all of a sudden a knowing of anger, of separation, then you know, you're playing an image. 
 
(Audio time is 27 minutes and 18 seconds. Marilyn is in tears releasing the belief of “at the expense of others” which was a way to validate if she is worthy or not through the acts of kindness.) 
 
These things will play out, but you have to get serious with yourself. You have to get I'm a grown up adult now. I'm not perpetrating like I'm an adult. Like all these people do. So many people play their adult idea. They think adult conversations what they are is a very, very afraid children. That has 1000 layers of clothes on them. Each torn off as their life goes. And the closer they become the death, the more negative they become. That's why all people don't give a shit. Because they're tired of all these images. These portions of the work that you're doing now are the deepest parts of you. And they're frustrating. But you got to be aware, when you get a reaction in your mind, you can't become the reaction. You have to even observe the reaction of the self, you know, you are creating. 
 
You have to say, wait a minute, why am I upset about this part of me? That's a new point of view. That's taking the corn diminishing it. You guys got to stop thinking. We have very, very large egos that are holding desperately on to the image. In the simplest thing is, is all of you can have your images depleted with money. But then with money, you're gonna have create more images because you are creating those things. And using those things as an image. Do you get it? 
 
See, when you have an idea of let's let's take the easy one money, images. Humans create money for purposes for needs, for wants. And when you have that, that's all created in the image realm, your relation to it is the same as it was whether you had it or not. It's a mean of access. Right? But you don't go out and gain, and seek, and try to create air. You don't. Air is the same as money.
It's your relationship to it. It's the human dynamic relationship to it. You're not going to all of a sudden have money fall out of the air. That's not what we're talking about here. We're talking about not being a fractal in relationship to your reality, and then everything about your reality starts to shift including money. But I can shed 90% of your beliefs with a whole bunch of money. But if I do that, you do that for yourself, truly, then what happens? You create a whole nother perspective of limitation, and validate the imagery, just in a different relationship. Just a different point of view. 
 
I'm poor, I'm rich, but I'm still separated idea. Right? So all the things that the images make image creator, do you have to be a sharpshooter on this you got to be really nasty, and start to recognize the depths of your image. When it's asking you for fun stuff and you know, it's bullshit. Don't do it. Stop. It's painful, isn't it? Because you think you need to know. And once you know you're disappointed, you always are disappointed, but you want the disappointment because you love the action of anticipation. See, that's a cycle and then you do it again and again and again and again. And it gives you what the simplicity of the image you guys are well versed in this, okay? You guys are getting it down. 
 
So you don't want to relate to any of human through human knowings the truth of humanity, you have to be coming, knowing self of hearing now that knows itself relating to creation, as a God as a holistic point of view that doesn't react to the emotional experience of the past that it deems as valid. And if it can't help itself, but to react and recognize its reaction, and of course, does the same idea allows it, accepts it, and no longer chooses to be that. But don't react to that situation to a human mind. It's the same thing. You're just being human doesn't no matter where who it belongs to. It's the vibration, vibration, vibration, that you really need to understand. 
 
You’re creating, you got to be sharp, you got to look deep. You got to understand what you're doing to yourselves, and no one else doing it to you. And it's not a victimization of doing it to you. It's the experience of truths chosen, these truths chosen, give you the experience of yourself. You want to understand what it is to be abundant on the planet. Well, you can't be a human about it because abundant lies and certainties, analyzes images, not everyone's image because a man’s trash is another man's treasure. It lies within your image of that, your truth and whatever your value with that your worthiness according to that will be your experience because it all is the frequency match. You guys know this. So that's why we want to tear down everything human to have you relate to humanity as open, as embracing as vulnerable, as undefined as the picturesque flow, then you can no longer value these things as a humanistic reaction man or giving you the same cyclic manner of creation over and over again. You're going to have new experiences but these new experience don't have foundations. They don't have certainties. They don't have comforts of image they don't have Oh my god, what am I going to do without this? Oh my god, what about this? Oh, my God, this isn't happening yet. It's not happening. Right! All of these things are human. They're not rights and wrongs. They're not salvations are not problematic. They're experiences of truth. They're natural to you. And as you start to notice yourself in these things, which you all have, you can do something about it. 
 
Ahhhh yes you can. You know what's very interesting about humanity? A lot of people don't know this is I it's been said in the class a few times, is that you guys are unlimited. See on Earth, you have governing laws. But it can't stop you. It might prevent you from actually playing it out in the experiential life as a human, but it cannot prevent you. These laws cannot prevent you from creating them in your imagination. Right? Which of course is already an experience because as soon as you thought of it, you've already known it as an experience because everything is here now. Right? Okay, good. 
 
(Audio 34 minutes and 52 seconds, another shift in energy Marilyn is sensing in this part of the upcoming transmission) 
 
(breath taken) The idea of limited is what people perceive humanity as here's look at you guys. You guys are train wrecks, you have chemicals all over the earth, you have things that kill each other. You have people that purposely do things to thin the herd to keep medicines going, hmm, do add additives to different things to give you other relationships of need. Right? Perfect. See, these are all human ideas. These are not rights and wrongs. You got to be a big boy now and look at this as creation. And you don't have to be any part of that as that relationship. You can change your relationship to any dynamic, enter to be experiential beyond polarity. Well it of course, because you're a God. 
 
Humans got to realize that there are unlimited not only in the physical but as the incarnation, wherever that incarnation is in relationship to the here and now, it is an unlimited being. It is your limitations that you place upon yourself, either known or unknown that create your world as a human. But when you back off from human into God creating human then your relationship with that must change because that's the dynamic of the here and now and all truths are truths in the moment. So even if you don't know you're a God, but you are being the God to the best of your ability, not validating the idea of the fractal self and all the images you know, then when you are not that then you must be this. And this is God creating the image and you're not creating the image, so you must be perspective, from a Godly point of view. 
 
There's a vibrational Isness a knowing Jennifer wanting to understand. That knowing is God me, singularity existence, I am, however you want to see it. It needs no justification nor no debate, because you're not interested in validating your own existence. As a human you're very interested in it because that's how you manage or control the chaotic life of separation. Whereas a God, you don't give a flying fuck truly. So you also have to see that this incarnation that you are is not eliminate incarnation, it's a unlimited incarnation. You just don't know how to do the things that would show you they are unlimited, but you're doing them every day. You're doing things you don't realize you're doing because you're paying attention to the human terms of limitation, instead of the non-boundary ideas that lie within the human scope of reality. God creating humanity hmmm. So you can be shocked about these things. And, and when you get tripped up on little candy ideas, don't eat the candy any longer. No reason to give yourself diabetes. Stop. Unless you just love that so much that you don't love yourself enough to go beyond.  The fractal is the one that doesn't go beyond a whole self can't love itself anymore. So you're really truly not losing anything. You're just giving yourself experience of not deserving more than what you are. And you don't deserve the things of human expectations. You deserve a relationship of worthiness to yourself, which creates everything. So you bypass just skirt around all the fucking processes of humanity, trying to trudge their way through the muck and mire of ascension with all the processes that just weigh you down. Hmm. 
 
You might be in the same idea as Bob Marley in his forge chain over time, you're carrying that shit around when you're trying to ascend through the same processes of limitation. You got to change your scope you got to be okay with the painful journey it shows. You got to trust that it's a masterclass. You got to know that it's your world. You got to start acting on it and speaking up for yourself and not worrying about pissing anyone off or offending anybody. You got to stop being a prisoner of your own mind and start to live the exaltation of the Isness. You have discovered in yourself by awakening and then your realities become exceptional. Again, take some time and it takes a little bit of guts and you're afraid you're gonna make mistakes and you're not certain it doesn't matter, because you have forever.
 
You have forever. You have an infinite number of do overs called now now now now now everything is erased now now now everything has gone now now everything is new. Right? (Yawning)
 
Well these memory keeps things alive is certainties. The less you pay attention to these things, the more you become the Isness of now. Truly. (breathing deep) 
 
Channel: Anyone got anything? Shoot to share about something?
 
Brent: I had a question. 
 
Channel: Hello Brent. 
Brent: Who are we speaking with?  
Channel: Ohhuhhhhhhh shhhhhh. (laughter) Roxy goes John O’Connor (laugher) just call me Isness for right now. Just, just, a perspective of you guys, whatever. I guess the best way to say it is I take parts of the class that are sticky points and I put them as a relative realities so you all can unstick yourselves. How about that? 
 
Brent: Okay. Um, the other day when Tommy was sick, um, whoever was speaking said that they would come back to the main class and talk about which is their lifestyle, we're going to leave you with the biggest false truth that humidity believes is that mind, body, and spirit. But that your body is in the spirit is just mind and spirit. (the recording here is distorted but the idea is clear enough to understand the question)
 
Channel: They said that? 
Brent: Yeah, and then they were like we're going to talk about tonight but then this team speaker didn't come back. We talked about something else. 
Channel: Okay, go over that again.
 
Brent: Um, they were like, because Tommy was asking about being sick. 
 
Channel: Okay, Tommy, Tommy Jean?
 
Brent: Yes.
 
Channel: Was asking about being sick.
 
Brent: Yup, huhmmm and Roxy got off the computer to take care of him but they're like we're going to leave you with the biggest false truth that humanity was taught was mind, body, and spirit. But its major, mind and spirit. 
 
Channel: Right.
 
Brent: Is in your mind? 
 
Channel: That's what is in your mind? 
 
Brent: The body is in the mind. 
 
Channel: What is it? 
 
Brent: Yes. 
 
Channel: Okay. They're going to leave you with that. And they left you with that. 
 
Brent: Yeah. We got ahead. 
 
Channel: Is there something else to know about that? If you know that the body in and of itself is of the mind created the holistic mind? Well, let me give you spirit. Spirit is an existence of that you guys can fathom. Because you can't know Isness because there's no edges to it? Right? 
 
Brent: Yes. 
 
Channel: Let's look at history of humanity together. You guys have spirits. Hmm. You've had spirits since beginning of time. You've had Gods. Right?  You've had other than you've had ghosts, you've had ideas of things that go bump in the night. Are you following me? 
 
Brent: Yeah. 
 
Channel: So since humanity validates that we use that. So how do you understand yourself other than spiritual? Without a reference point? Can you just be a thought instead of a spirit? In other words? (moment of silence) I'm asking.
 
Brent: Yes, yeah. 
 
Channel: So we can erase spirituality and put thoughtfulness. Right? 
 
Brent: Yeah. 
 
Channel: So what about the mind? What do we do with that? (moment of silence) You're starting to pick up what I'm trying to tell you?
 
Brent: Yeah. 
 
Channel: There’s no solid here, kid. 
Brent: Yeah.
 
Channel: We're showing you that you can be nothing but an Isness. But you have to have something to relate to. Are you following? 
 
Brent: Yes. Yeah. 
 
Channel: So humanity needed mind body spirit because you all you can do is to see aspects defined. That's the attributing factors that you guys consider as valid. But there is no body. The body is spiritual, is it not? It's a vibrational light. So why not call it light instead of light body? 
 
Brent: Yeah. 
Channel: Are you following me? 
Brent: Yes. 
 
Channel: Whatever is validated through the human construct. One of the biggest ideas of a false truth is that you create a body but you're not a body. Now, what about the mind? Is the mind a creation? Is it true there? Is it's solid? No. The only thing that is solid is existence. The only thing that is solid is everything is here and now. The only thing that is solid is the all or one of one or all. The only thing that is solid is what you put down what you get back. The only thing that is solid is the change. The constant change occurs in all aspects of the laws just given. Those laws can't change. That's it. So you cannot get hung up on rungs of the ladder. What you have to do. (moment of silence, a pause) You have to resolve rungs of the ladder your own way Ahhhhhhh (pause again) there we go. Does this makes sense to you my friend? 
 
Brent: Yes. 
Channel: Yes?
Brent: Yes, it does. Yeah. Thank you. 
Channel: Good. So when you when you want to understand what was you have to get intimate. Brent. I'll give you a newsflash, you're a God. All truths are truth in the eye of the beholder. So what does that mean truly to you? (connection on phone line or internet sounds…I take notes on this because is goes synchronicities of alignment with this conversation)Let’s discuss. What does it mean? Mute yourself Yogi. Brent I’m talking to you.
 
Brent: I'm the creator of my own truth. 
 
Channel: Yes. So when you get a truth want to dissect it yourself. What are you afraid of getting it wrong? How can you get anything wrong if all truths are truth? When I say is, is to me, there is no doubt of anything. I don't give a flying who nanny what anyone says about says about my Isness, because I am part of those standards existence. All truths are truth. My truth is existence. So I can do whatever I want are you following?
 
Brent: Yes. 
 
Channel: Okay. So when when you get something offered, don't look for the answer on the other side, start to investigate. I mean, truly, what are we? We thought. Aren't we? 
 
Brent: Yeah. 
 
Channel: We. Aren’t we just constantly thinking? Aren't we having an experience up here? Everything else is still here. Isn't it? All your senses translated through this wonderful idea receptor mind giving you an image of, of a car and a door in these senses giving you a physical reality of interaction with your physical space. Is it all not thought? 
 
Brent:  Yeah. (the questioners tone changed to softly surrender)
Channel: So don't look for finites anymore. Don't look for certainties. Get what you can from the classes, take the baton start to run, start to become alive in you. You're not looking for an end zone because there is none. There is just the constant change and exploration of Brent. Makes sense? 
 
Brent: Yeah, thank you. (very softly response again as a surrender, humbling expression from the questioner)
 
Channel: You welcome. (the channel also responds in softer tones) 
Yes Hmmmm (deep breathing and a pick- up in tone back to what channel’s usual vocalization)
So, you have to look at reality is taking it in and saying yes to it. But if you notice yourself being a human about it. Now the human I'm talking about is anywhere in polarity. Awesome! Ah, right in you got to start looking at those truths that are flowing in you get this human dynamic, interacting with this stimulus of creation coming at you as a truth, mind you, that truth is interactive now, in a different relationship. Because you have awareness and you can be a relative reality and change the truth. It might be hurting while you're doing it but you can you can start to change the relationship. (breathing)
No worries. 
 
Giselle: I have a question.
 
Channel: Hello Giselle. 
 
Giselle: I don't know if this is diarrhea or not, but do you have to relate or experience at all? 
 
Channel: You mean as as existence? 
 
Giselle: Yeah. 
 
Channel: Yes. Otherwise you would be a non existence and then you wouldn't be unable to ask that question. 
 
Giselle: Okay. 
 
Channel: So existence is always experiencing. It is always expressing. Every moment you are both symbiotic experiencing and expressing the WE is expressing to you, its experience. And you are expressing to the WE your experience, your truth, if you will, that never goes away. There is zero possibility for you to ever be non existence. Because as the idea of Daryl Anka has channeled this idea of non existence is full. Everything in existence is and everything in non existence is, which is truly is not. So, welcome to awareness for eternity. You're never gonna not have an experience. (you can hear and feel Giselle smiling at this perspective)  Isn't that great? We created sleep. (laughter)
 
Why does he keep doing that? You guys hear that little ding dind dind din…hmmmm hmmmm (humming)  Hang on…anything else anyone? (pause)
Okay. Look, you guys have relative truths to yourself. When you want to assign them to other people, then you are a coward to your own truth. When you are afraid to express your own truth, then you are a coward to your worthiness. Never be ashamed of your existence. Humanity gives you those things. And before you never noticed you had no choice about being ashamed of your existence, about being wronged, and victim, and betrayed. You know too much. You have awareness, an exceptional amount of awake. You've grown up into the adulthood of ascension. And now you have a relationship with truth that has never been done for you. And now you can choose your relationship with reality. And you can see an entire new experience that is going to last forever. Truly, not humanity. We're talking experience. That's all we have unless there's nothing else. Okay. Going going keep it to boop bop ba gone. Good day.