ODYSSEY OF ASCENSION MASTER CLASS

Dated: January 27, 2021, Presenting Cupid, Channeled by Roxanne Swainhart
Transcribed (not edited) by Marilyn Holzmann
Moderator: Maximiliano Flores
Audio recording total time:  2:16:09
SUMMARY KEYWORDS: human, polarity, creator, unconditional, identity, understand, vibration, question, moment, fear, accept, create, cupid, world, realize, frequency, emotion, expression, nature
 
Roxanne Swainhart: All right. The dark showed up again, I don't know if they're coming in, I just kind of hung out and talked, kind of shifted. To talk with me for about three days. We had some more talks. Talk a lot, not just the Darks.
 
Before I get into it, I want to offer some from a human perspective. Over the last, especially year vibrationally speaking, my body has gone through a lot of changes. In what I can't describe as anything tangible, that would equate to an explanation. So I just ride it out a couple of times, and during the year, it's only happened like three maybe four times that all of a sudden, all my energy is gone. And I have to go to bed. And sometimes I get cold. And I need a source of heat to heat me back up like a like a body. Like ________, if you were, laid me the heat would back up. And there's also a heating pad. or putting blankets on me didn't do the trick. I stayed cold. Because I didn't have any heat in me, which is really odd. But I always asked the question, do I need doctors care?
 
Doctors are creators. Don't be so fucking arrogant to think doctors are pieces of shit. In Western medicine is something of separation. Everything is fucking beautiful. Okay, anyways, but I didn't need medical care. So I looked into intuition and I asked myself do I need medical care? No. So I just lay down. There was gone the next day. There was a couple of times it's happened that way. The other day. I was telling L_____ I went through a kidney thing. And it started in the afternoon and it ran all the way into the nighttime and was left kidney first. It feels like someone punched me there. I mean it was like severe pain. And I had to sit down and relax for a while and then it went away and then the right kidney acted up. In about two hours into it. It was kind of pressure building and building. I said T_____I got to go to bed. So I went to bed around 11 and slept until about seven which is unusual for me to sleep that long and I felt great. But then it was still there. But it wasn't painful. It was like recovering pain, like you're sore after you run, or your workout real hard, you have some aches and pains, or select recovering from an injury. So then I did a little intuition I talked to M_____ when we shared in our session the other day, you know, people reflect and she said some words, I opened up something to me and I was like, so maybe it's an idea of, we talked about DNA realignment and stuff like that. And I don't put too much creed in something that I can't validate within myself and experience in a tangible way. And I'm not talking just physical, I need to get a tan look at the difference.
 
Anyways. So again, the tangible thing is a vibration of certainty, knowing I know, I'm a creator, I don't believe it, that kind of thing. So the DNA has been all around DNA, upgrade DNA, this DNA that blah, blah, blah. And I had a story about DNA one time about as the human body changes this relationship to reality, because of the singularity, co creating the human body, the human body, and acts certain abilities, DNA unlocking on its own, just because the frequency, and we talked about that in a few of the classes that we've channeled before. So as the frequency changes, it's rate, that's the combination to unlock those. And the first thing apparently, is to make things right, again, clean things up. And that's what I got on that.
 
So when you are changing your frequency, not the, the, arrogance of good deeds, and posturing yourself as something of positive nature, being the inherited creative, that is unconditional living that worth of existence in the moment without cause, or reason, ensures, without fucking apology, being your own existence, then that changes frequencies and that will do something of a vibrational change within the body.
 
So if you start to understand these things, don't panic. All you got to do is ask yourself a question, do I need medical care? If the answer is yes, go to the fucking doctor. If the answer is no, then don't. Take a nap, drink some tea or whatever. I had, just usually drink two to three teas a day as my first tea in three days. It was just no tea. So trust the body trust yourself.
 
Okay, we're gonna make this journey about the internalization of self to realize their Creator that we forgot. I cannot see she just just notice I'm looking at a blur. So anyways, my new glasses are coming Tuesday or something. So when I'm when I'm when I'm understanding about internal journey, it's it's about about. Okay, good, good, C____. It's not about the outside. And the quicker you realize that the quicker you're going to understand the kingdom that you are the creator that you are. And it's not about what it's going to do what you're going to do for a living, what decisions you have to make? And I know those things are valuable because I live them to the 9th degree to the reality of them because we're creators, we don't create half assed realities, we create realities. We're 100% creators we're fucking on, right? So the value of self-discovery is priceless. The treachery we have to experience is priceless. Because you're literally taking everything that supports your awareness away, to be left with an awareness that has no identity. And that's one of the scariest things ever to realize the beauty of yourself without the product. And you're going to live those emotions, and I love the emotions, the happiness, the synchronicities, the wonderment, the fears. And then you're then you're not those things. Because you don't value them anymore. Because you've transfigured them.
 
So as you've changed yourself, if you are doing the internal if you're doing the outside distraction, shit, I don't give a fuck. Don't, don't, don't, don't, distract me with that. Okay? If you're interested in the kingdom within, okay, and we'll go to work. So that internal work for me, in my experience has given me a validation of change. And that change cannot be fucking labeled. Stop trying to figure it out. Stop reasoning with yourself. Just be it. Just live the moment of bliss. And let it surround you, penetrates you, support you and change you. And you'll be left understanding your absolute beauty of creation. Without causality, definitions, reasons.
 
What does this mean? What does that mean? This is that latching on to purpose, latching on to meaning latching on to things being your fucking arrogant, controlling, cunt, fucking self cocksucker fucking dad to your kids, because you'd have no worth. You want to be in those things do that. You want to be a humble creator that has the amount of humility that is, that'll make you sick, that you have to be so beautiful. You can do that. But all those things that you believe you are, you have to be absolutely surrender to. The more I journey into this, the more I realize the wrongness of creation, the unconditional, we can't fathom what that means, since we're born and conditioned. And we only know a certain way of life that lies between the poles of polarity. And we use those constitutions daily to forge our nation and become that idea every day reinforced by the vibrational things that we attract.
 
Until we realize we have choice. And if we change, change the self by the choices, we make the behavioral choices that don't value emotion. And we will live to be another self in the moment of evolution. And you're going to be scared and you're going to be uncertain, and you're not going to know what to do. And you're going to laugh about yourself. You're going to find yourself and you're going to do all this stuff to parade around your worth your own existence. When the realization of your existence without definition becomes priceless. So don't be afraid of the change that's coming. Because if you're here, I know you're here for change. Not here for reasons. That's fucking sure.  Let's go. About five more of these guys. I have colors that match.
 
Channeling: (Audio time 15:46) Okay. Yeah, everything set up it seems, good. Greetings to the class. Ahh..well, yeah, to get a lot of work to get here did what you did it though and then you. Where are you? More now. Probably the best location for you to understand is really not here. And in a location, it's here. More now just how you got here, by doing less work with not now and over there. That's simple. That's simple.
So once again, we're going to offer some inconsistencies with your memory and evolution with your intelligence. Because that's what we do. Humans rely on memory as an identity in a location in the here in the now to value its own existence. For you started to realize, at some point when the self was rejected, that the value of another self was greater than the self-rejected. Because it was cloaked in hope and cloaked in something else to be instead of what you are presently. And humans don't have a regard to children that don't know better yet. But as soon as they should know better, that's when they regard another self-more valuable than the self. And so, humans seem to, to discount their own existence.
 
So the reason why we're here we are here tonight is because Roxanne again, is more aware of her own existence as a nature's not as demanded or already qualified. proved valued by things like wool jackets, in the wintertime with cordovan shoes, maybe a silk tie cost $80 instead of a JC Penney clip on you know, knowledge of the existence. And when you do this kind of work, you are not being the other work. I'll tell you what the other work is, the other work is to get to know something. Remember, I want you to remember something and this is gonna take a little bit of trust in yourself, to attract yourself to this moment to hear what we're about to say. As something of value, so you can understand the journey of humanity.
 
It's pretty obvious to an unconditional self, that the condition world is an unknown place as a constant. Maybe in the echoes of CO creation, the value of condition and then understood through a relationship of interpretation, but not experience. Much like you guys. Watch people drive before you learn to drive. And once you learn to drive, it seems the steering wheel is a lot lighter than you expected. And so was the gas pedal real easy. So it's different when you get in the driver's seat. And then watching so you guys, you humans chose to know something. That is not what you're doing now. What you did then is what you chose to come here for, to play the game of polarity. Right?
 
So I'm going to be a creator in the moment. Let's be a creator, I'm going to do that now I have an expression. On I'm Cupid. The same way, I'm a different version of the Cupid that Roxanne knows, it's the same coupon, same creator. So I'm going to let go of Cupid for a minute. And I want all of you to let go of your names. Come back to co-here. And let's go back to existence. existence must be unconditional. There is no truths that are standard. Say the laws, and you've learned them so well. We don't need to review. But just that one existence, as the nature of thing. If there's only one. Why would you ever be mad at yourself and you only knew yourself as love? Why would you ever condition yourself? You can't because there's no opposition to condition. So creation birth itself, originally, as unconditional. And I'm going to use time as a reference. So you guys can be easy in explaining things to your to your ego, that are accepted as space time continuum instead of in the now kind of idea which boggles the mind. Right? Right. Right. Okay. So let's, let's, let's look at that.
 
Let's look at let's look at another unconditioned creates whatever. And see, our conditioning is another word for change in some aspects and let me explain. You are in a condition world that is finite in its polarity, according to each singularity. If you notice, people have different versions of relationships to the same happening. Winning the lottery is very exciting, to most people. Finding $10 is kind of cool. To other people finding $10 is extraordinary. The value, right? So each individual has its own value. And those polarities are met by coming into this world. And understood.
 
Let's let's take a flower. A flower is a conditioning, but it's not conditioned. What does it do to condition? Well, it takes the unconditional and forms it into an expression. And that expression is the exuberance of its own self knowing itself, right? It becomes a pink flower. A nice to snap dragon. So it exudes itself to know itself, right? That's taking the unconditioned and forming it through its world into an expression, which you would consider maybe an idea. You have ideas all the time and you make them into physical reality by while doing whatever the hell you guys are trying to figure out to do down here. So that happening is a in a way that was conditioning for reference, but not the conditioned, you're under, in what you understand is polarization. That kind of conditioning was unheard of. in one particular man, right? By everybody. See, there's things that we don't know in time. I haven't been discovered yet in time of course we know now but from an incredibly different perspective, but not a space perspective not far away here, but just a different relationship. That's why we hammer home for you. vibration. Vibrational tacticians is what you are learning to become understanding frequency with the self. Alright, so love that this love for the self-love. And sometimes love means humbling itself towards unloved parts in acceptance.
 
Okay, so so you came to condition, and you got good at it through no details here. Lots of lifetimes lots of expressions. Unidentified who gives a fuck, right? Roxanne as if she had stock, maybe $1 a share in the word fuck, she would be the number one participant, she loves that word because it's an punctuates, right. So don't give a fuck about your lives. Because you are that. And you don't know that, because you're taking the majestic of separation. And if you focus on your separate itself in the here and the now, whether you remember everything, but it's not identity that you seek anymore. It's clarity. It's remember, it is something that all first melts your heart then suddenly realized.
 
So you guys are already good at polarity you're here to be good at remembering to journeying into the kingdom. So what is that? What does that do for you? Well, it changes your relationship to everything. You cannot command any more of the same things with will your is-ness, your nature state, you cannot command what you know, in the memory. As that won't come anymore. Your command is change, evolution, your nature of yours, the will of the now.  You had an excellent class on Sylvester teaching those things.
 
The one that reacts to the polarity is validating a particular conditioning for an experience. And with that conditioning, you've come up with an infinite number of ways to explain and assign your identity to those conditions for the fulfillment of your separated ego for the entertainment of your own will, right. But your done entertaining yourself now you're starting to remember us. So how do we do? Well you love yourself, Cupid is always shooting love into your heart, right? Those are the things that you let's take a fear. Let's take a fear. Let's take a fear for a second. In the here in the now, creating a perspective as a creative doesn't create a condition. It is unconditional. And each singularity that is creating what you call a point of view, the multi-faceted diamonds peering into a co-creative reality of experience. That self-right is an interpreter. So this right here is a co creation this body, right? This isn't identity. There's no fucking way Roxanne is the creator, Roxanne. Roxanne is the expression of the Creator. Right? And every choice she's made is the same thing. It's an expression. Whether you choose to eat, sleep, drink, override, walk, cry, the anger. Blame. That’s all expression that's not you. It's what you create, right?
 
So let's take a fear that's birthed from the urinal through a perspective that's in a bubble. If you moved out to the bubble, you your awareness, your vibration not your image, not your thinking not your, not your affirmation and self-going. I'm in the fourth density. I'm in the fifth density claiming things because as a relationship of bullshit attached to it, because you're efforting it we're talking the nature of you like when you get up in the morning. The nature of you knows you your presence. is self-evident, that that kind of nature, not the projected nature that needs to be proven through someone else's acceptance and feels good emotionally to identify with that and go skipping along, fandangle, thinking you turned yourself into the final. Final answer in your cross-continent savior for some reason, right? You're just an experience of the Creator, you are the experience of the Creator. But since the experience of the Creator only knew itself as the experience, and doesn't know itself as a creator, right, now you do. So that fear we're talking, I don't care what it is. I don't care what it is. That fear can't live here. I am in the self the is-ness. I can't even live outside of polarity because it's a frequency. And frequencies are TV channels, or radio stations. I know damn, well, when you guys turn into rock and roll radio station, you flip over, and you can't hear the rock and the jazz. You can't change the radio station. They're not there. Or maybe you get a little static someone out there and the mind goes a little bit in between you get some static and fighting for your diarrhea stop it with your stupid. So those two radio stations are distinct focuses. So when you are not focusing on this idea of polarity, you cannot manifest create a physical reality, a non-polarity frequency. Because you will be in a non-polarity relationship to reality. Although you're on the planet Earth, Planet Earth isn't polarized. Humans are. It isn't Earth. It isn't even third density. Everyone's looking to us go to fourth density and be something special or five D you guys got so many names for it.
 
Those aren't better places. Third density is fucking epic. What's the difference? Physicality. That's it. Everything is a relationship. But of course you guys put things in measurement and think first density is just dirt. Because you read a book. First density is not dirt. It's not. Anyway. So your fears are still within the frequency of the memory. And then you use those fears to project safety and security and all the stuff that humans do, and you allow them to run through you and you do the workers as offered by many different channels, Roxanne included, representing that, living it, and not living in imagery living in the wrongness of discovery. You know, using you guys as a self-awareness.
 
Right, as one of the on the students had a bad time last night. Roxanne hurt because she couldn't get her to see her beauty. The ego was winning in Roxanne's eyes then Roxanne under scenes like God dammit, I can't care. It's not that I don't care I love but not in a loving and caring way in a loving allowance way. And that's tough work. That's really tough because as you have emotional value in humans that's why you guys get sick when you see a dead body, that's why you mourn, it's why you grieve because it's that you understand something there you understand the love. Inherited love not projected love of loss. That's arrogant love when talking to nature, right?
 
But anyways about fear when you get out of polarity, you're in an unknown vibration so you literally feel different every day. You don't feel like yourself. You're not trying to disclaim that either like oh no not only myself I don't even know who I am. Why do you what the fuck of who other than an owl. There's no who’s. There's only what who's what you express but if you identify the who then you live the who from the frequency of the project itself frame expressed. So back to the human. So there's all kinds of rumors out there about things that are happening this and that trying to explain away but you know, the source of a source of that is humans. So maybe you had to take that with a grain of salt. Maybe all have turned that outside projection that comes from the mouths and eyes and ears and penmanship of humans. Put it into this little is-ness here that's nature of unconditional. And choose a reality relationship about that. Because there's no loss in creation. None, there's only experience, right? There's only change. You only get better. Roxanne projects, her good work. She has herself. Finally she's done. She has comfortableness instead of cold. She has an abundance of food and ice cream for Tommy, instead of scarcity. She proved herself the more she allows creation to be accepted. and choosing only the validate itself from the moment that screams worth a creation will attract you, without effort, without consolation, without punishment, nor reward, your nature match. And that nature is match my good masters is not polarity. Not polarity.
 
In a polarized world, you guys polarized Money, money is important. Money is just as easily gained as air.
But there's a temperance behind it. So money will flow. If you stop beating yourself up about the money, making all the excuses about the now and how shitty your life is. And all the reasons why you're doing these things must be self-evident, that that's a polarized self. And that frequency will attract and keep you within that realm in that world. But if you leave that world, by loving yourself and doing the things that this class teaches, and the other masters upon the planet that have seen the light within the kingdom and represented that light, light, change will offer their self-evident existed. And the work to be done is an internal journey of self-discovery. And to produce that is effortless, and it doesn't need business plan. It just is willed and forged with choice in the now. It's truly fantastic.
 
Roxanne is getting weirder about herself when she likes that idea, because she notices that she can't hold on to Roxanne anymore. But it's still expression of Roxanne, obviously. But there's still herself and she's very comfortable with. She goes in and out of those selves. And those are uncomfortable. Sometimes it gets a little weird. Talking to nonphysical beings 12 to 15 hours a day is a very strange thing for a lot of students. Once he knows it or not, becomes comfortable. It's like any anything you do. When you're good at it. You never question your question and that doesn't fit in the parameters of human acceptance. And you see how much humaneness changed. There is a world where there is no United States. There is no Russia, no China or no borders or flags. There's human in you guys are the stakes of that change. You were the lighthouses. You were the way showers on the path of darkness. You don't have to choose it. Because over there and polarity land, or many gods are playing. they're experiencing the bliss of separation to fight greed and hate, love, do all the things that are limited within the condition of their own worth. Yet obviously unconditional.
 
So when you when you be this, you're going to ask yourself pretty, pretty stout thing to do my case you're going to ask yourself to die to yourself, right? Roxy wants identities as her run of the ladder, but not projected, selves that give her stability, and enough knowing that she can move into she is moved through as Es______ she has is an identity. It's like Roxanne in second grade. Like I said in fifth grade, it was a part of herself not, not, as maturity, don't think older, younger, I’m talking about a different now the creator went into a world. And you know, this little girl was born into a family that were witches, and she became a witch. So she expressed that she learned that as the identity and expressed it. And then when the which became understood as the self of expression through the Creator, the wisdom which is instantly understood by all selves. So as _______ knows herself and Roxanne knows herself, as creator, therefore, Roxanne knows E__________. So then that becomes a part of. And then she understands that she can release a little part of her identity because she is now known, more non identified, there's a difference. But she uses the identity to get to the knowingness, which is her way to journey. Maybe that'll tell you something, maybe that'll tell you. And it's your way that you don't need to be led. Guys are so goddamn afraid to make a choice. You're afraid that everything is gonna crumble and you're gonna lose everything, but there's no nothing to lose. There's the experience of loss. But you will never be hungry. Never be homeless, it'll never be those things. If you let go, you automatically become more. Anyway. Okay, more on that later. But this one. Moving into the selves, she starts to see. She started to see this bubble of oppression. The weight of the conditioning, weight of humanity, vibration, thick, molasses, thick, sweet, thick, heavy.
 
She started to understand why she felt a particular fear with no identity. She's living in fear. Literal bubble separation she's now aware of before it was her life, but the fear was identified externally. Now the fear is the world she create. Because she is that she's not in it. So she moved her awareness through herself. They were channeling through all the work she's done to all of you, all of them. Never discount. Never discount your participation. You're never an inconvenience. That that awareness gave her last couple of days. weirdness. Before she had her body re realignment type of thing. She woke up one morning she goes now I know I can't assign it. My mind is trying to assign the fear I'm inferior to whole human or is free. That's why it's pressing compression. It's like passion is now compassion. Compressed passion. It's gotta be diminished in projected it as outside of you. She couldn't couldn't find that for so long. And she journeys because she's she is revered.
 
She she's looking for the reckoning. She's temperance. She's open, she's the discipleship. She is back. She is not scared. Because what makes her one of the things that itself, she's working on herself of identity express itself like _______, me Cupid. So all coming from the creator. So she realized the world in and of itself that she exudes environment it was now aware, she saw it. She understands that the fears never identified as an object. She had the idea, but now she knows it. And there's nothing like experience, theories, theories. It's just shit isn’t you kind of do it. What Roxanne says the tee is good she remembers. Okay, so when that awareness came too early in the morning, and then she started mocking talk to _____ and _______ got up. She's realized there's nothing to do about it. And that's the humility takes she have a reactionary self of discovery. And the humility not to take action on that is a grand gesture of love.
 
To not meddle in the business, have a sense of what's a fractal. Or you will take the value of that and condition it to the human representation of polarity that you would encompass as an individual truth. So I would say that you will feel these things have changed coming. Because you're doing the work. And the work is not humanity. They're fine. Everybody's fine. The more you wake up, the more you realize no one's having a problem. There's not one issue out there. There's no need for protest or new law or anything. There's the vast world of change to the self-evolutionist. So when that feeling came, Roxanne allowed, and she does vibration changed her body awareness change. She's scared to choose what you see. Because what she sees is more than she could have ever found. So watch what happens. Watch what happens. You get these thoughts daily. When you wake up. There are human thoughts. Use your memory to get there right. What am I going to do? What do I have to do today?
 
All the things that you project yourself. You're worrying thoughts your ego thoughts, your anger thoughts, your home volunteer meaningful thought your logical thought aqua venture joyful thoughts, your sexual thoughts, your erotic thoughts on and on the things that humans encompass fantastically. And those are running on algorithms, right? Because vibration always values itself as a separate itself as a human right. So you're identifying all the time. I'm trying to do this. I'm trying to do that. What about this? What about that you're always putting things outside of you, as a leader of you choices, because those choices are fraught with fear. You want to make the right one. So you don't usually choose you put it off until you die, things like that. So now those thoughts don't exist in Roxanne's mind anymore because she's changed her station. So her morning phones or coffee, flute, lunch watch for _______. checking her emails, looking at her daily schedule and see what she has going on. Very, very peaceful. excitable thoughts never polarized, and we mean peaceful we don't mean peace in meditation peace where everything is quiet the pieces the peacefulness of now that's all we
need even serene but serene so anyways um.
 
Why does she not get those? See a lot of people want to get rid of them want to shut your mind up okay. Because you create our original thought so what do you create thought of those thoughts come potential knew the fractal being outside of the thought or thinking about the thought What about this? What about that? What does that mean is that happened this happened has happened What about what about they said this and that said this and this and you're not then that's what we need to do? We should do and I know you're tired? I'm sure you are. So you have to journey No, you have to keep allowing all of those things to become that's why we speak of humility in such grace because you're not going to do this through effort. It's God's ears for sure not going to do this with a plan because plans are timed. You're going to do it in the now through the through the in doctrine of allow the now accept everything including you as is every now and you only change the radio station. And it's very strange feeling Roxanne just to be there oneness. Now I this this this self? That is a projection has a unique understanding of creation, because I'm a singularity. Okay, right. I'm a god, Roxanne. Roxanne is projecting into a world of polarity creating the reflection when you were called the expression called Roxanne, right? from the same creator. Okay, now, we're gods are not gods, like gods or the gods of human gods are all gods. We're all creators. But even the term God is limiting us God on your planet has polarity. They have good and bad they fight amongst each other all that shit. Because humans. Humans. Did that turn right? Humans define the gods and the angels and the demons, humans. They're all that's where you guys go outside of him. You're going to see things very differently. Very different. So, what might happen? What might happen is a very scary time for you. not scary, as in fear. Not that kind of scary scariness of realization. You guys start the journey with a hope and a belief. wing and a prayer Roxanne says you're trying to get somewhere because you're just so fucking tired if you imagine. I don't know that. I know it here. I haven't written that bicycle. I'm still being Cupid. Because creator creates an expression. And that expression is self-evident. Just like yourself. Right?
 
It's not so much the one on their own. Because they all are creators, and where they create projections. The aliens. Flowers. streams of water. a breath of fresh air. A nice coffee a bathroom break. Thanks. So, so that fear, fear. I don't know like Roxanne she realized it. And she asked me, there's someone there to help me love helped me, helped me with this I need, I need to be held. I need, I need something to hold on to. That's pretty humble for a human or anything to ask, but this is a different kind of help. This isn't victimization? Nope. This isn't begging. So as humanity, she's afraid, not for a purpose. And self-evident that this is no longer a belief.
 
She's lost. She's lost innocence, and beliefs. And that scares the hell out. She doesn't know what's next. More than ever seen before. She knew what was next channel. Right? Food cooking, she made a killer casserole tonight, smell good. And a pound and Miss Piggy in there yummy...enjoy. She was she knows where life was going. But now there's no more going because you can't claim the future anymore. Because the creator doesn't claim future as a creator. And it doesn't create amount of a memory called intention. It's the unknown will knowing itself in the mouth. And understanding that now there is a vast array of choices. And you are aware and experiencing all of them. And at the same time, you know you're creative. You need to think on that one a little bit.
 
You're creating an event the same time you know you're experiencing. creator creates expressions. Now you can take this down to a science level if you want. You can put everything in Darwinism and creation and all itself. You can explain your entire life. everything that's going on. Science has given you something science doesn't bow down. Or someone doesn't understand scientists. But science also does the same thing doesn't changes. So the relevance, once again comes back to the simplicity of each self-exploring its truth. So the new truth, Roxanne is that she doesn't want to do anything except this class. This class has turned into an absolute thing. It's not an identity, but in the mind. She's trying to put it together as a human. She hasn't posted anything. She's claimed four or five times this entire month. The month went by so fast for her end of the month channeling his son. She hasn't posted one thing on YouTube. So she has the loss of self-loss things for her people that she wants to offer that change. She lost that last that last night because she can't fix what's not broke. She can't make people see. She opens doors, you open doors, everyone changes. So she doesn't know what to do with YouTube and Facebook and all the drama that's going on. And then she sees the selves like an old skin shedding way Just sitting here every Wednesday and doing this the magnificent so that she could because it's not a purpose can't help. Why you always work? Because you the things you do that are unintentional. Keep doing, don't pay. Yeah.
 
So maybe you look into yourself and look at your fears. Sit them. But don't, don't give them an identity don't give them the power of separation through separation by defining them. Just be with fear, sustainable awareness, state of peak your fears about things. You can do that, but that's really irrelevant. Because fear is going to find an identity so you can have the experience on it might be spiders might be heights. It might be public places. Fear will find an attachment to a separated mind. And you want to leave that mind you can't feed that mind.
 
You can't convince yourself enough anymore, can you? Because you're bothered with it. Now, you already know. You're just so goddamn afraid. Choose what you know. Because that means a loss of the self. That's what scares why can she do it? No one else could. Then she realized everyone is like off course. Everyone is realizing because it's a singular journey. It's a singular journey. journey. It is incomparable to compare us human to be forged in your will of your journey and accept that in the brilliance that it is. Without the diminished light of definition. And the realization and the uniqueness of you. Stand the ground. That is solver oh yes. Oh yes. One day Roxanne ask, can she speak at this level? And of course she knew she has that thought and the answer is yes. Which means something to her. And in particular, now she can command great creators not commanded. It's realized. Greater is realized. And it's not done with a book. Although books bring your home if they are relationship, book, video, attendance to an event. Whether it is essential work, your local karaoke bar the attendance of your passion leads to the awareness of creation that will become evident as you will yourself into the love of your own existence.
 

 
This is Cupid and I am so tonight's messages good I would say we're going to go to questions. We love questions. I like all things or unconditional answers. Last night Roxanne This is her presence of self-reflected is that then this do good for you. You guys will experience not the compassion or the sympathy for humans. And it might be your bridge or your tunnel to get to cooperated love that we are as nature. So it's okay if you see someone and you want to help them. And you do. When is the master that allows them to change to the exalted expression of worth and is undefined and expressed uniquely in every moment. ______, you can come on and see if any participants tonight would like to journey into question land.
 
Questioner: Hello.
Questioner: Can you hear me?
Roxanne Swainhart: Yes, we can.
Questioner 1: Okay. So I was kind of just answered my question because I was wondering, knowing all this wonderful information. If you know like, how to help the struggling human?
 
Roxanne Channeling: Are you struggling?
Questioner 1: No. I'm just saying I'm no, I'm fantastic.
Roxanne Channeling: Knowing well, then you don't need to help the struggling human right.
Questioner 1: No, I don't. Thank you.
Roxanne Channeling: Yeah. Because there's no struggling human save the struggling human you perceive it was struggling human perspective. brought by to the brought to you by polarity. Yeah, very good. Very good insight master. Very good.
 
Questioner 2: Hi, I finally figured out how to raise my hand. So congratulations. Yes. Thank you. I feel very proud of myself about that. I have a memory when you were sharing Roxy's experience of the I don't know what how do you like the lack of connection to like beliefs. They're almost like anchors, that kind of. That's how I felt it. That's because I can understand the human experience. And I've got it running through me right now. My memory is that it terrified me. And, like, it's that terrorists running through me right now.
Roxanne Channeling: Right now and we can hear it in your voice.
Questioner 2: Yes, yes. And the human you know, it's like there's a pop out of the head. It's that's how it feels, looks at that and says, Oh, my God, I'm losing everything. What in this memory. I like I felt I hadn't had done the work that I have in mind. Memory body now. And in this memory, I was terrified, I still feel it now. I was terrified because what do we mean for the outer expressions?
 
Roxanne Channeling: And not evolve of what you perceive? Because they all individuals experiencing their reality through their point of view.
Questioner 2: Yes.
Roxanne Channeling: So whatever change you perceive the outcome to be is still yours. Okay, so
Questioner 2: So it's that okay. In Okay, it almost seems I'm just going to say this because maybe it'll be something else. Um, it almost seems like, like, there's that experience. And then there's a vibration. There's the contrast, duality, you know, duality of it. polarity comes in, and from that polarity, like, raises this little head. That's just, and then it looks kind of looks both ways. You know it like okay, well, what's this? Okay, well, what's this? And then the contrast of that interpretation of that moment. is defining.
Roxanne Channeling: Can I ask you is that contrast? That thing that pops out is a comfortable?
Questioner 2: Maybe it's just I don't know, ego perspective. Human. It's Uh huh.
Roxanne Channeling: Yes, sir. That's obvious, is it? Yeah. Is it easy to choose that?
Questioner 2: I think that pop out is like, Where?
Roxanne Channeling: Yeah, just stay with terror for a while. You've already talked a few minutes, and it's been moving through you. It has nothing to do about it. Because it is in itself, an illusion by letting it become you. It's not that you express tear, you experienced tear. The human expresses about their evolution is transfigures. There. The difference is perspective. If you're using the pop out head, and you're going to express their if you're using the humbling self, to experiment, to let the emotion of terror run through you, as it vibrates in your frequency, and brings you to a place of absolute terror. And you know, terror and terror can no longer be understood as a truth for you to experience. For now it has become a part of you as the evolutionist Are you following me?
 
Questioner 2: Yes, I am. Yes. Thank you.
Roxanne Channeling: You're welcome. Excellent insight, I should add truly humbling moment for you.
Questioner 2: Right. Yes. Very, very humbling. And, and I'm grateful that because I've been asking myself a question, you know, just like, what is this? What is this all week? And so I'm very grateful for this moment and for you being here with us. So thank you for allowing this memory to come forward so I can feel it, experience it.
Roxanne Channeling: Yes. You're welcome. Truly. Excellent.
 

 
Questioner 3: So is the self-reflection you are sharing similar to the way the creator looks at us as reflections of itself`?
Roxanne Channeling: Creator usually doesn't look at the self and it is creating and is the experience of seeing your breathing every day, but you don't notice your breathing every day. what you notice is something to be seen outside of you as the value of polarity. That's the human experience. So just the way you expect variance breathing or blinking your eyes, you know you do it, but you're never focused on it, the creator looks at this as that encompassing idea, there is no noticing anything particular, it is the understanding of the entire thing, all in the now known for the Creator is a participant in cooperation at all times. So it is understanding all relevance’s have been up every ounce of it. But see, the ego mind detaches itself from the now into separated of time using memory. And valuing the things in the memory to have a relationship with that would fulfill the inside, whether it is positive or negative is irrelevant. Because polarity is the game.
 
So and non-nature, when you're looking at the self, the creator is not looking at yourself more than is experiencing yourself. When you go for a ride in the car, it's different than marketing. Mainly the human is like, okay, we get the ride. So it's riding at first. But then after a while you're just riding in the car, you're gazing out the window, you're looking at the lines passing you by you're wondering, you're thinking about this or that you're being the human part of it. But nonetheless, you know, you are writing, that's part of the experience. And that's the unmeasured portion that is priceless to the Creator. So you're looking for defilements of reason, productivity valuable. Like people don't understand why they do particular thing. Like maybe a person that is very produced. Consider something a waste of time, and someone does something that's meaningless to them. But to that person, it's not meaningless or meaningful. It's the nature of that person. And so the guys like Ronnie, do this and the girls like, why do you do this? Why do you do this? It's not doing anything for it is no productivity, come on, go out and make something of yourself. person looks at them with the divinity and goes no, but see, they have no cord with productivity. So the creator doesn't look at myself as something is that self. So Quantum taneous Lee, all selves in focuses in every now. And the Creator is an infinite number of cells. And you won't miss any of them because you are one right now. And if you're this one now, and you have to be all because the creator creates all of themselves. These expressions. Go ahead, Max. There's further clarity on that you can type in the chat. Roxanne says.
 
Questioner 3: So okay. So another expression of itself through ourselves or ourselves. So I'm Let me read it from the beginning. Is this is the self-reflection, you are sharing similar to the way the creator looks at us as a reflection of the self, another expression of itself through ourselves?
 
Roxanne Channeling: Way overthinking. The answer is a big fat No. Because you're trying to define it as something the creator expresses selves and is not about that is that that's the difference. You'll get that with less thinking. Next,
 
Questioner 4: Yes, yeah. Urgent. She says, I get really triggered and have a big emotional reaction when I feel my partner isn't listening to me. I know this. Before we move on. Let's just stop there. We don't need to notice anything right now.
 
Roxanne Channeling: We've already put a helping them bullshit on your plate. So let's talk about let's read the first part. Read the first part Max. Once again everyone listen.
Questioner 4: I get really triggered and how I get really triggered when my partner emotional reaction when I feel my partner isn't listening to me.
 
Roxanne Channeling: Okay, look at the incredible lack of that. Now, I need you to listen to me masters. That is not a problem of urges. This is the humility it takes to realize that is a creative belief system, because you weren't sure Just born separate. So the causality is that urgent as well as every one of you lost the sense of self. And that sense of self is fulfilled with dependencies. And those dependencies, dependencies, rocks, and thinking are interchangeable. as time moves on. Maybe it's a certain hairstyle. When Roxanne was, she had the kind of like the soccer hair cut way back in the mullet haircut in the 80s. You know, and when she had to cut her hair for a job, she cried, okay, identity, okay. So she has an identity of expectancy that the partner is supposed to perform in a certain way. So if the partner is not reacting to the expectations, then she's recognizing her lack, which is also expressed as arrogance or ego. So her lack in the moment is to realize that our apartment, her apartment, our partners, her partner, is an unconditional creator that forgot his way to and that way is unique to that in comparable to yours, or this way. Singular way of urgency, right? So what should you do about right?
 
That's all understand that first thing is acceptance of the moment, because everyone forgot, but you don't revere them and got all honor you and all that. stuff that makes you feel special. Don't do that crap. Be humble about anyways. So I would like to say, in that moment, you accept that as your structure of expectations of dependency. I'm addicted. In my drug dealer is my partner. Now my partner is a particular identity that I revere, because I was accepted by him that the partner could be Tom, Dick, or Harry, or it can be in Jane, Margie are lawless. Doesn't matter. It's a connection of acceptance. That is the dependency imagery down here. So irrelevant until unconditional love is found. And then you see beyond the person, right.
Okay. So I need to see that I'm depending on this person to perform within my tyrannical Kingdom of expectation, because my lack is so severe, I'm hurt, because they're not doing them. Which means I don't love myself enough. I'm not enough, yes, I demand another's attention, and the relevance of my expectations to fulfill my emptiness through that attention, that drug deal that’s going on and addiction. So, what do I do about it is accept the belief system that I have recognized my arrogance? And I will accept that with the humility of my mastery that I came here to know innocent as separated, and then lose my innocence to the brutality of awakening. And then I will accept them as that. And I will continue to make no more demands and allow that to be and choose my kingdom over that, which I see. For which I see is ______. But not demand, command at humility, and a lot. So that's how the first part should be looked at. Continue with the second part. Next one.
 
Questioner 5: I know this is outdated for me now, because I am starting to feel it peel that way. But the automatic reaction is feel really out. Yes.
Roxanne Channeling: So you still add value on what you will consider a automatic reaction. Very good. Very good. can't say enough. Very good. That is good. Good. Good realization, because now you can feel the value of the emotion that takes you and oh, this Oh, that dude. Right? Because it gives you an identity. Remember, the human has no self-realized. So it fills itself with external validations. The outside tells the inside, let's not say it again. Just know that. Okay. So she recognized there's still a value there. See, it's not the action of the triggering not the have quick, it's still there it is there is a value there, I believe you had one of your speakers talk about the weight of that, which is a tether, as can they honestly, it is a weight tether, it is a belief that keeps you grounded in the frequency of your mind being a structure. So that structure is depending, you're recognizing. So continue. Is there anything after that part? Because we have another thought to finish on?
 
Questioner 6: Can you advise me on how to be with the emotion without getting a big drama reaction?
Roxanne Channeling: Did you see what G______was doing? She's sad what the fear, she sat with the terror, she didn't try to get rid of it. Don't try to get rid of it. When Roxanne says it stings, it doesn't sting a little sting a lot it hurts. Because you're realizing you created a condition itself. Because of your mastery not because of whatever else excuse you want to give it. It's because you are the creator of that belief system. This is why it is humbling to accept. That is my relationship of expectancy for him to perform to my guys. And now I'm triggered that is not. So I'm going to sit here and accept that. It is my belief. And I'm going to do nothing about that except sit here in that. Don't do anything, stay with it. Let it run through your body, let it run its mastery. So you guys don't have any problem letting positive run because it feels good. That's pretty fucking obvious, right? That's why you want the good times to continue. That's why you created after hours bars, right? Because the night doesn't want to end. Right? You just love the fun? Of course you do. You came here for the fun and you love the pain. Of course you do, okay, you came here for the pain. So through that you must realize the entire fun and suffering wherever you want to place it is just a world of particular boundaries. So you have to transfigured all of it. Right? Not just the good and the bad, all of it. All of every vibrational thing in between is transferable. So most of it at this point, you've gotten rid of it. But the very value of the last selves you're holding on to are becoming realized. So the work is not to get rid of it. The work is to stay with it. Accept it with humility, surrender, and say, Look at me. I'm expecting you my new loved one to perform like a monkey for me. How arrogant of me. Look at that. I must be a bitch today beyond bitches. But today, I'm going to be the bitch. I'm going to be angry at you. But it's not you. It's me. I'm going to be mad at me. But it is my mastery. So I shall accept me. And I'm going to do nothing about it except live this for a moment.
 
So if you can get the fuck away from me for a minute and let me be this and you play it out until you feel the value shift until you feel the value shift, not up here. You have it up here to offer new solutions of serenity pieces, hope things to make it go away. As humans always do good times come in, just Well, we got that to rely on or we can always fall back on that. A mind negotiating with the value of the home to given pay your worth and stay there, then you will know ah it's less now then you will accept them as more. Relationship start out is pretty good. Pretty good. Most of you guys are pretty good. Unless there's severe lack, but usually people are okay. What happens is usually when that turns into something, a lot of people start to change themselves because of loss. They're afraid. But if you are brutally honest about yourself in a relationship from the get go and remain that and you will have better relationships and might not be the same person because maybe that person doesn't want to stick around. And that idea of his expectations or her expectations. They want to live a different life see a lot of you have to fall in love with you and then there's no emptiness to fulfill through a dependency because you're becoming Holy. So once you love yourself, you will attract lovers of self. Because one is only known as one you don't need this back and forth bullshit. Because each individual gets to be the wholeness of the self and everyone that's interacting with that individual when there's a lover or co creator, and what you will consider a different relationship becomes priceless. That's how we'd enter that maximum.
 
Okay. Real quick, before we get to K______, you guys are becoming internalized? Why do we want to do that? Because the self is a reflection of your identity is known about yourself. So you have original thought. And then you think about when that about it identifies it, then you have an experience of realization, or of self. And without that, then you're nothing. That's where everyone fears. But you realize, when the less you think about things and more alone things, you're still present, because your presence can't go away. So then you will merely diminish the value of polarity by being the no self, the authentic self that will take a path through treachery, of evolution, depleting and deconstructing egoic structures that are wonderful as urges just represented the honesty about that the terror that _______represented, they have to forge your way through that to wade through that thunderous emotion that was taught to avoid and run from fix everyday reinforced of your life. To be that now have humility in transfiguration to accept it. Now, that is internal work, folks. That's the work of masters that are enlightening themselves. And that enlightenment offers choice to a dark world of separation. And it's not dark, negative. It's just no one knows their own mind. That's all. Okay, is there a common question?
 
Roxanne Channeling: Good, _____, how are you?
Questioner 7: Good. Oh, well, I'd like to know everything about you now. You helped us a lot. Thank you so much. The parts they explained to us, they're like a vibration that we feel. So you're and I assume, correct me if I'm wrong, but you are part of like the angelical groups, there's ETS, angelics, Ascended Masters. So you're an angelic? First of all, let us know. And why If so, your vibration, then Ok Cupid is known for inspiring creativity. Love passions. So I'd like to know where that comes from. And angelics. The smiley really odd that they're not actually physical, yes. But they somehow have like a face except the body versus like ETS whole body. So I'm sorry, just this is just information that we humble humans have you? And I don't want to put you in a box. Like, we have been taught like definitions and this and that. But whatever you can give us just to enlighten a little bit more about,
 
Roxanne Channeling: Well, how about this? How about how about men, you have a conversation instead of projecting a question out in the audience? So let's talk about the first thing before you go to the second question. Say the first question and me and you will talk like we're shooting the shit inside of a cloud. Okay.
 
Questioner 7: Okay. Well, my first question was, I'd like to know everything about you, and as a Cupid regarding vibration and then why you're known for inspiration, love?
 
Roxanne Channeling: Okay, let's stop there. Let's stop there. I'm not known for that humans have given me that, haven't they? Yes. Right. So as a what you would consider a god, we're not gods, we're all gods, but we were represented as gods. Right? The angelics were, are and will be a realm of incarnations that have a certain idea behind them. Let's, let's consider a dog, our dog has a certain vibration, right? It's a certain thing, and then you look at a cat, right? And that would be the same as a leerin, and maybe Pleiadian, or something of that they're distinctly vibrational expressions within a frequency to expand because every frequency is expandable to the point of unconditional FOREVER, no matter what it is, right? Whatever starts turns into everything, always forever, right? So the angelics, themselves are evolving. And since the creator goes in and creates an expression in an attraction of CO creation, it is now understanding that thing. And when humans understood angels, they decorated the angels, the way the humans said, is perceivable to them. So whatever was fashionable, not arrogantly fashionable, but whatever is acceptable at the time to fashion as a truth that fit the Accord of the current psyche of humanity was defined. And that definition was angels, and you gave us wings later on. And then you turned us into archangels. Because you needed some powerful guys to fight the devils. You know, the fight the demons to have a story. And that was one story on one particular you have 1000s of stories. So many stories about outside selves, different gods, different gods of Muslim and different gods of China's and they had so many different gods and Buddhism went to Gaza Omen to Gods and those things revered as an experience of evolution. But not containment, you said it, I don't want to continue to box you in. When you can't box me in, you can create a box around me because I don't care what you say about me. Because what you say about me is an evolution of me. Hmm. So the first part is, yes, we would be considered angels. Many of you are angels, but not in the way that you hope to be. And the humanity and awareness of that. Why? Because the angels are fantastic. Why are you humans because humans are fantastic. This here for us is a masterclass.
 
We are excited if you want to put it in an emotion to co create with you. Because you had the courage to evolve a species through evolution of self-awareness, which was built into everybody else. And you're the only ones who didn't have that and you ascended an entire human species entire collective through self-love which is a posing as the nature of the human you have to love another in order to have a creed of self-worth. So you're always looking for the outside to fulfill the inside. So this is very exciting for us to be here. Don't revere us won't just typical gods were godly just like you. So that's the first part. Somewhat What else do you have?
 
Questioner 7: Like I said physical wise? Like you might be in light form I don't know why. You have you guys have been angelism have been depicted. Like you said even wings but most of us I understand is the light that goes around you so fast that people started to see it was like a wing flickering. But actually it's alive. Is that something that you…
 
Roxanne Channeling: Usually if we make an appearance at a certain idea, we come as a translucent bright light, usually white with a hue and sometimes it's so fast that we could look like we have wings. And now a lot of us create wings because they're cool. For the simplicity of it. But we don't usually show up in what you would consider your paintings. We don't look like humans at all. We're not that humans, humans depict us as humans, humans depict gone as human, because that's the only reference you add, is something of that nature. And then sometimes you put gods in what would be considered what the God is doing. So the god of fertility or the God of crops, or the God of rain, or the god of this, or the God of that. So whatever picture that is associated with the memory of the psyche was allowed to target as a depiction define became the standard, and therefore, we look human, but we're not human. That's the only reference job or trans finger mobile, although we can create a human form. But usually we don't, unless there's a certain thing that that allows that moment in cocreation, perfection to occur, not allows and that it's not allowed, allowed and that experience to come for us. So we don't look human, we don't have what you would consider a faces. We don't even have physical bodies; we have knowingness or awareness.
 
When Cupid comes in, or when Michael or Magnetron or Raphael or Gabriel come in, to your awareness through thought, you know, the thought and it's automatically Michaels here, or I feel Gabriel, I can feel them, then you know, the vibration, but then the mind wants to define it. So it turns it into a name into an image or something of this nature. That kind of thing. And, and one of the realizations for Roxanne to know, and for you to know, and she has realized, but it's uncomfortable, that there's not as many people on the planet as you think, as far as creators, many of you are creating a multiple amount of selves, which is kind of spooky. And the CO creators with the humans are also yourselves. And when I mean yourself, the creator is creating a lot of expressions in the moment, right? So just say your diamond that you are has 10 facets, and those 10 it has multiple, but let's just can just center 10 for easement. So those 10 facets, one is human two is human three is human. And there are different places in the world and different times in the world. And then two of them are Pleiadian, one of them is a draconian in two or angelics. Okay, just let that stew for a while. But don't run after the triggering, like urges that grab it, make it an identity, so you can be proud of something. Don't be proud of anything, be allowance of your awesomeness. You don't have to project it; you just have to accept it. But if that acceptance comes through arrogance or pride, then you're working through the structure, which is not good or bad. It's just maybe awareness of evolution a potential. So that's how we would answer that part.
 
Questioner 7: And lastly, like we we've been visited by the darks and death, so we feel that vibration, but as explained to us, it's just something the unknown and we are the ones that point and put all that mass on that vibration definition on that vibration. So as a cube, it's always known for love passion. Where does that come from? Because Archangel Michael is like the one that battles and all that stuff is as far as I mean, as a collective. What can you tell us about the cupid's?
 
Roxanne Channeling: Well again, Cupid was assigned by humans. So right when someone assigned me to be that idea of Well, sometimes a matchmaker was struck by cubits. You know, it's like, there's an explanation for why this guy threw away his entire kingdom to marry a peasant. Well, you're struck by Cupid's arrow, you have an occurrence of that that's happened many times. You have a king that renounced his throne for the love of a woman. He was struck by Cupid's arrow. I didn't shoot my arrow item. He just found his worth in the moment. But that's what humans do. They assign things to causality reasons and explanations, which is part of the game to know why something happened. And that doesn't make sense to the world. Remember, sometimes when you were explaining things, you will go, Okay, I can see that and some, no, I don't understand that. I don't understand that at all. Why the hell would you do that? Well, because the explanation doesn't fit the value of you in supposing. And if it does fit the value, then it's accepted.
 
So, the reason why this guy threw away his kingdom is he fell in love. So the god Cupid gave him that. So those assignments don't need to be looked at as reasons. Just accept them and then start to allow the whole beyond truth to be understood through what cube it is in, its in what you would consider its vastness instead of it's defined in finiteness, because finite is comfortable for human because it's steppingstones and handholds for stability. But what it is by nature is expensive. So whatever you knew about Cupid was right, and whatever you will know about Cupid is right. But just let it be known to you Cupid changes just like you do.
 
Questioner 7: Better. Thank you.
 
Roxanne Channeling: You're welcome. And the reason why the darks feel dark is because the darks represent within the frequency, that vibration, that vibration is not dark, nor is it light, it's just associated with polarity. That's why because the frequency of polarity is magnified by the idea of whatever encompasses that at birth as that and since the dogs operate in a frequency that would be considered relevant to the humans as a negative then you grabbed it and assign it to that. Someone had said the first time she heard the dark she got chills in her back her hair setup she's like oh my God, because she felt the presence of the darks, but the darks aren't darks. The darks are unconditional realities that are assigned once again by humans. You guys assign things all the time. But the more you become the divinity of yourself the divine the assignment is not necessary because the realization of life as it is happening is the motion in the constant evolution of each singularity. And there is no loss to you there's only the experience of you always more view so there you go.
 
Questioner 7: To try to lessen the attraction to let's say your vibration to be in my now moment. I could be in a moment of inspiration then or something on that?
 
Roxanne Channeling: There’s no reason why I'm here other than your awesome just don't define it to a causality. Don't try to do it again. Keep being the nature of yourself the nature of yourself chose to join the class tonight at this potential. This is what occurred you don't need to solicit to make sure it happened no reason why it just is. Is that not enough? Because it here.
Questioner 7: Is at any now moment I'm walking through the park and I want to have a conversation with this. Vibration or…
 
Roxanne Channeling: Well, let me ask you a question. If you're walking through the park and you get the thought about something isn't that thought attracted?
Questioner 7: Right.
 
Roxanne Channeling: Okay, what No, don't don't speak hush now. church mouse then then, you know, original thought name when you think about that is when you become the human. So if the thoughts there, say hello. Do you understand?
 
Questioner 7: Yes.
 
Roxanne Channeling: Okay, it's as simple as that. You can complicate it because you're gonna think about it. But if there is a thought in the moment, unsolicited, you're not thinking about how to get rid of your board. I mean, like in your memory, you've gone Man, I wish that what happened? I really want that to happen. That's the ego looking in time. But if you're now strolling, and all of a sudden you get a thought of Cupid Say hello to me.
 
Questioner 7: Ah, awesome. They pop in my mind and the darks.
 
Roxanne Channeling: Well then say hello to the darks.
Questioner 7: warm, popped up, a leaf fell from a tree right on to my phone. And I'm like, Hi, how are you? We were just thinking of you and you just say hi back. So it was awesome.
 
Roxanne Channeling: Yes, make sure you don't keep things mystical or a fantasy. When it's there. You have to have the boldness to accept that.
Questioner 7: Right.
Roxanne Channeling: If you don't, then you stay in all of your awe self instead of awesome. Okay, okay.
Always
Questioner 8: Hello, Can you hear me? Okay?
Roxanne Channeling: We're here. Awesome.
 
Questioner 8: I had a question. I've been extra since last week I've been exercising my channeling muscle. And I've got a knock that comes through. And I just been asking questions to try to understand I was in a retreat while back with the THEO group, through you aware of who they are. And I asked him if it was an angelic or a galactic name and they said angelic. So Enoch tells me they're from Nairobi, in the Orion's belt. But is that angelic? Or is that galactic? I'm a little confused. I'm still not quite getting a clear answer.
 
Roxanne Channeling: Why do you need a clear answer?
Questioner 8: I'm just curious.
Roxanne Channeling: Okay, so let me ask you a question. If you are channeling and you're getting the information, when do you get to trust it instead of looking for validation? That's external.
 
Questioner 8: I don’t know, I'm still I'm still still, like I said, working on it.
 
Roxanne Channeling: All right, stop working and let's start knowing we can do it together. Me and you right now. Are you willing?
Questioner 8: Uh huh.
Roxanne Channeling: Okay. So the question is whether Enoch is from what are we talking about? No, forget about Theo's Not now. Right? Okay, good. So you're channeling Enoch, yes or no?
 
Questioner 8: Yes.
Roxanne Channeling: Everyone clear on that Enoch is being channeled by M______. Very good. Okay. So she is moving into her channeling ability, going through where they feel the doubt, and this is a doubtful moment. So now we will deplete the doubt with the choice. Very good. Everyone's on board. All right. So what are you what is the question about Enoch, that you're trying to get the answer to lay out the question in simplicity for all participating?
 
Questioner 8: Are you actually angelic or from a galactic place? Have a physical body or not? I'm
Roxanne Channeling: Look how many questions you're asking.
Questioner 8: Uh huh.
Roxanne Channeling: Okay, can you just stop and ask one at a time, one day at a time. Sweet Jesus.
Questioner 8: We know like are you angelic or galactic?
Roxanne Channeling: so ask Enoch are you in your mind? Are you angelic or galactic? What did he say?
Questioner 8: Both.
Roxanne Channeling: Oh, there you go. See? Now the clarity is there.
Questioner 8: Yeah.
Roxanne Channeling: So now you don't ever need to ask that again. Got it. Unless you want to play the field of doubt. When you get a thought. And then you think about it. If you think about it, then you're going to have confusion.
 
Questioner 8: Right. Okay.
Roxanne Channeling: Are you worthy to choose that as a truth?
Questioner 8: Yes.
Roxanne Channeling: Ah, So now, what's the next question? how easy that is? Yes,
Questioner 8: I understand.
Roxanne Channeling: Perfect.
Questioner 8: I'm trying to get clear what their actual messages through me I know. Obviously,
Roxanne Channeling: See, you're still thinking that we have intention. We have no intention. You're being a human right now. Do you think we really want to give you guys a message? You can't be any more beautiful to us, your presence involves us. We're not here for you. Because you're not less than us. only humans are here for humans, because humans see each other’s less. So you use us as a reason to look down to be raised back up through messages.
 
Questioner 8: So are you here to help us wake up or…
Roxanne Channeling: No, you're already awake. You're just playing a game.
Questioner 8: Okay.
Roxanne Channeling: So we're here because we were attracted to you not because we were purposed towards you all, but humans will say that all day long that everyone is here to help us. We're not here to help you. We're here to be with you as co- creators. Law of Attraction takes care of that. Doesn't it?
 
Questioner 8: True. Yes.
Roxanne Channeling: I mean, you have everything in your life. Right? Did you go and create everything? I mean, did you get up this morning and create gravity? Okay, so law of attraction took care of that? Did you have to create your body and tell every little molecule and participant and co-creator that creates the actual physical body to do that every morning? It was there when you got up, you put your awareness in the body and the body is here and the body goes okay, she's back. Right? Right. didn't have to do anything. But see, the ego wants a purpose. So it makes sense thing a purpose by putting a little mask on everything that it perceives itself as and since you guys perceive yourself as empty, you're less than so you put out there that people are here to help you. That's not an invalid game. That's the game of polarity. This is not a game of polarity, unless you choose it to be the nature of this game is unconditional realities being created by the unconditional creator. The conditioning of the human is to realize itself is not creator, and you do that. But if you use the assets, the arsenal of what you will consider the human knowing as to your memory, to create an unconditional reality, well, then you're going to not do that. Because you can't use unconditional and conditioning as the same equal. So you have to leave the world of unconditional, to be conditioned to realize your conditioning to leave that world and use unconditional to return back to the unconditional. Make sense?
 
Questioner 8: Yeah.
Roxanne Channeling: So so why would you think that we have messages for you? Because you're conditioned? How can you be anything less than me? When one or all and we're all unconditional? Unless it's a perception. So your perception is saying that the angels and Enoch and all these groups of people are coming through? They're there, we're here, but the way we're interpreted is still human.
Questioner 8: Mm hmm. Right.
Roxanne Channeling: Right. Did you meet the Theo group in a physical sense of that alien being creating that?
Questioner 8: No.
Roxanne Channeling: Or did you see a channel are channeling that perspective, those books like this is a channel through a human,
Questioner 8: Right
Roxanne Channeling: So it’s only going to have a degree of unconditional until the creator that is this is realized in its totality, then this won't be this. It may appear as this, but the vibration is going to be different. Questioner 8: Right.
Roxanne Channeling: Because we're evolving. But if you want to be in the idea of that, then you can use Enoch, as you know, what are you here to tell us? Oh, why don't you sit down on channel I'm in let him speak. Questioner 8: Okay, thank you,
Roxanne Channeling: Think you're gonna get it wrong?
Questioner 8: I guess not.
Roxanne Channeling: what you can get it wrong, can you unless you the condition itself chooses a truth more than the value of its own worth to say it's wrong. And you have to do something about that. Because the only wrong is a creative perspective of the unconditional right. You can't actually have wrong, because wrong is a perception of truth. Right?
 
Questioner 8: Right. That's right.
Roxanne Channeling: (Audio time is 1:57:40) Yes. Very good. See, and that was very good. That's right. Yeah. Right, that vibration was Oh, shit. That's right. Unconditional allows me to create conditions in creations, I can have a raw, I can be wrong. Holy shit, Batman. So you see that beauty of the moment that your realization by this attraction is servicing the collective here without intention beyond the magnification that can never be conceived by an intentional product of human memory, or conditioning. So we are allowing ourselves this moment to be unconditional per revelation. Because we're being ourselves. Right? So channeling doesn't matter if it's right or wrong, is it not? It's you creating a yourself to know yourself. Okay, which we always do.
Questioner 8: Well, thank you.
Roxanne Channeling: You're welcome.
 
Questioner 9: So we have a question from P_____. His allowance and acceptance, a way to get rid of our own inner psychic vampire?
 
Roxanne Channeling: Not Not, not to get rid of and not to label it. Acceptance doesn't label a vampire and accepts itself as vampiric in that identity. That's not a vampire. You're claiming it, which is you recognizing the ego through acceptance, and alones. So it's not to get rid of it. See, you're accepting it, and then you labeled it because you're mad at it because it's so powerful, and you consider it a blood sucking vampire of energy. But it's not. That's a creation. That's your mastery.
 
So you accept your worth of separation, to accept it in the humility that's my belief, it's not this or that it is in and of itself. That lack that I create, whether it is well, it's all fear, truly But whether it is defined as arrogance or obligation, hope and dedication, the things that Roxanne always speaks up whether it is those things are not defined as irrelevant is that you are aware of it. So that's where you leave it and accept that you don't have to, like the human mind has to get detailed out and specific eyes it. So it can have a value of attention. And I can take care of no just so while looking, I'm afraid. It's not that I am in the world, afraid of this thing, or that thing is that I am in fear. I'm living in a democracy, a constitution that encompasses and values fear. So we that fear is defined, like we just learned with M_______, there are a whole bunch of ways by humans.
 
See humans put masks on things, you put masks on the Anunnaki, you put masks on the draconians, you put masks on the ideas of different species doing good things and bad things. But those are humans. Right? You guys made Jesus white, and then you made him black. And Jesus was not white nor black. Obviously, you know what color he was, he probably had a pretty good tan. Right? So, So, you put masks to fit the bill of self-worth, that is validated externally. So the more it attracts to you as the truth that you perceive as an identity, the more you change the picture to fit the fit the internal world of luck. So whenever you're saying about that is, is that. So it's not a vampire, but you can claim it as a vampire, if you want to have that opposition. And vampires are not bad people. They're not bad people at all. They're a story, their story, you know, a real story. So I would say just accept, you're afraid of something. And you're being victimized by the energy of negative thoughts, and you're mad and you're doing things to escape from it. And you're trying to create an identity so desperately in your changing careers and you want to do these things, and you can't figure it out, because you're trying.
 
The secret to this is to let go. It's not hard. You know, just start to love yourself and allow everything to play out. start managing and stop mitching so much about your life. Stop making excuses why your life is shitty. Stop blaming the external, let go and accept everything in the moment as is. And allow yourself to be divine, get swallowed up in your own grace, and allow yourself to attract those things that have been there and will always be there and then will come to you as soon as you stop pushing them away. or pushing them away is not I accepted what the affirmation bullshit of hope. It's gonna be humility, it's gonna be absolute surrender to the structure of identity. Next Max.
 
Questioner 10: So next, we have ____ that's transfiguring an emotion just morphs into yet another?
 
Roxanne Channeling: Of course not, you're not trans transfiguring unnecessarily an emotion more than a belief system. The emotion is the result of the belief system. So as soon as you see something that is the belief system immediately interpreted then assigns to a trigger good and bad, and everything in between. So the emotion is the recognition of that belief system that you now accept and the transfiguration of getting to know that doesn't lead to another emotion. What it does is less than the value of it. So over time, you will have things that don't bother you as much. So it doesn't bother you as much. It starts to lessen the value; you don't get triggered. And then you realize it's not what is triggering you is that it is triggering you and not a sign that you are living in fear. It's going back to the idea of the whole nature of the game.
 
So you stop assigning it to an emotion and you allow it to be that transfiguration, then the value is decreased because you're energizing the worthiness choice in a moment, choosing not to energize Why is this happening to me? Oh my god, this is not good. That's bad. What's wrong with them? Why can't we and then stop playing in that world allow that world talker, and then choose your awesome that lies in every now as a choice. So then you stop energizing. And again, again, again, again, again, I'll say it again, Abraham one on one, energy follows awareness, you are aware of that you put energy into that you become that reality. And as soon as you take your focus away, it's not there, it's now this, your energizing not. So if you don't energize polarity at all, where's it gonna go? Well, it's gonna go away, because you have allowed it to be that acceptance, not avoiding it, not getting rid of it as ___ wanted to, not getting rid of it, to get it away from you, but to accept that as your truth of your nature as an ability to create polarity, from a fractal point of view. So then you allow that to occur through the transfiguration through time, it may take three or four days to get through a fear, but you allow it, don't change it, wake up, the next day, you're still in the fear doesn't matter, it will change if you start reacting to it, then you are now triggering another part of what you would call that depth of that belief system, which can be associated with a panic attack instead of fear. But it's all fair. Don't worry about the definitions. So stay, and then when it gets too much, take a break, say, Okay, I'm going to be afraid today. Today, I'm going to be afraid instead of allowing fear. So I'm going to take what I need to do to resolve this and give myself a good safe and secure time. So I'm not going to choose to do my awesome today. And that's not wrong, because it doesn't affect anything.
 
Because it's always now and never affects anything in time unless you claim that later on in your memory. But if you are alone, the now more and more in acceptance than the value of claiming causality, cause and effect becomes meaningless. But you have to start. That's what you guys have to do. Obviously, you are because you're here, you have to continue that. Right, you have to continue to accept everything about you. The creed, once again, is to accept and allow the now accept everything. If it triggers you emotionally, then you're recognizing a belief system that keeps you static in the in the convergence of time. And if you want to change your nows through time, then you have to allow the now accept the belief system. And no no longer energizing with an opposing side. Right? You don't hope to get something of success to avoid failure. you're defining the separation world; you accept the entire world good and bad. And you don't energize it by shifting your focus. I think that's enough. So it's not another emotion. It's a transfiguration. If your mind assigns that another emotion then your mind is negotiating and you accepted that as another emotion, which is another part of recognition to continue your journey.
 
Max: Like it's, we have gone through all questions.
 
Roxanne Channeling: Wonderful. So we're good then. Oh, look at Roxanne she looks good tonight, doesn't she? I just opened her eyes. Her beauty is becoming awareness. Very good masters. I think that's all they have done. No more questions, right? Okay. Well, I don't want to say more. We've said enough. You guys are intelligent enough to know your own worth is just a matter of choice. And as we journey together, we will discover more about ourselves. To all my Masters. I bid you a good day.
Roxanne Swainhart: All right. Good stuff. Guys. Good. That was fantastic. What time we got a little earlier tonight. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, okay. You're welcome. Well, guys, another epic moment. Man, I really want to put this into words, but if I know I do, I'll just diminish it. And words will come in the moment. But anyways, please tell me your experience.
 
Um, you know, it's, it's, it's, it's K___, it's it's, you try to describe it sometimes, but when you do, you just know it's diminishing it. It's not emotional. It's it's sometimes it's so you want to cry, not bad cry, good cry. Sometimes you're just startled. And then sometimes your own all but it is the journey that is undefined. I think that's when I really got better at it is when I got better at it is when is when I stop assigning. When I'm the better I got. I got better I got an allowing and allowing the emotions to be in seeing the habit of my mind like pointed out really good. Trigger. Yeah, grabbed, right. And I just saw the grabbing and I said no, it's okay.
 
It enough as is.  I don't need to assign it. I don't need to put it externally. I don't mean to put after that over and over again, then the mind didn't have that value because I start transfiguring that. And then so when I'm in that channeling state, I see colors, sometimes I see lights, I see, you know, as far as the visual, but the feeling is magnificent. And it's not. It's not certain. Except that you know what's happened, certainly. But it's not defined a certain. That's what's fantastic about it, it's because you can't diminish it with a with a finite, you can only it's like it's like a flower. I can't capture that scent. I enjoy it. It passes through me. But then it continues. Just because it's not with a flower anymore. Doesn't mean life doesn't continue. I don't have to stop and master to be that that's part of the journey. So as I'm channeling it's part of it. You can feel me change I can feel him change. It's magnificent. So and it's in it's not love as emotion. It's love as a state of being and that'll fuck you up with awesome. I love you. Cuz it's so good. And you can't describe it. You just you just can't, you know.
 
Anyways. So yeah, that's all I have to say. Softer energy. Yeah. smooth and comfortable. Yeah. Yeah. So yeah, that was good. All right, guys. You're welcome.
 
So again, next Wednesday. And again, if you guys ever want to someone comes into your reality, and they're talking about this or something and you want to share the link, you don't need to ask, just share the link with them. And say, come on in on Wednesday nights, given the rules come and go as you please. And don't unmute yourself until you've been taught to. And that's it, you know, and share the link and share the classes I send. And my storage is getting pretty full. So I'm probably going to take purple off is the first one that's on there. So if you guys don't have purple, and you want purple, and then you need to download purple. And it's a big file. It was a three-hour class. And I think I was using the high-definition cameras. So it's a big file. So purple is probably good because it's the oldest one on there. And if there's a veto just the old view, oh yeah, I'm willing to hand the audio on purple. I don't know if I was doing the audio by then. But then on the other ones if you guys want to keep them it's easier to download the audio because the audio is obviously a smaller file. But you know if you have the room Thank you, P____. So anyways, I love you guys.
 
So if you need purple or you have purple, I can email it to you. Okay, all right, Julie. You'll send me an email tonight. Now you Just send it back on. You're welcome. I'll see you. Yeah. It's your Thursday. I know you see you Friday. Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow. Tomorrow. So anyways, you guys go. I love you guys. Okay, thank you Be honest. You're welcome everyone. Thanks for participating. I'll
be Roxy.
 
Thank you next Wednesday.