The WholeSelf chooses to create a memory to operate a certain experience. Nothing IS anything until you create it in the moment for the moment’s pure bliss.
The habit of vibration supersedes the habit of hope.
Divine Indifference means to be the experience of what IS without measurement.
Indifference is a great deconstruction tool. The details of life gave you an experience, your emotions said “this is what it is”, what it means to you, filtered through the truth of you, (your belief) in the Now. When you become more and more indifferent, and stop measuring and always assessing your life, then you deconstruct that realty.
And what’s underneath it? In your Now, you arrive at non-polarity, neutral. And then you assign everything. So you become the creator of the Now and the experiencer at the same time.
Now there’s no human emotion attached to it and therefore the results can’t be the same in time. The experience must be different, because the vibration is different. Your relation to it has changed.
You are now relating to humanity as a God. Gods don’t have polarization. Gods don’t have happy or sufferings. Gods have Nows and Nows are immeasurable. Don’t be the victim of emotions.
I don’t know what to do about this situation you say? Good, we say because there is nothing to do ever. Until it is presented as your highest act of love for yourself, in that Now, that’s when you break the stride of polarized.
If you define yourself as happy then the counter of polarity is present. And if the counter of polarity is present, then the vibration of half hazard ideas called “attraction” will occur.
Attraction is the idea of the vibration you are putting out to create the co-created reality of the equal vibration. NOT attraction in cause and effect!! It is an attraction in what your vibration is attracting to you as a reality.
Remember you don’t move, reality comes to you and through you. So, the reality around you is in direct accord with your vibration. But you can not use vibration in the scaled measurement of happy and sad, is the point because, if you are using that vibration, then you’re always going to interpret the vibration in the present, between those two measurement scales.
Once you stop using that measurement scale, what’s going to happen is that you get an unmeasured scale in the presence of the Now and you start to attract the same realities, but you interpret them differently. It’s still the same fields of vibration, but you interpret them not as polarized.
If you don’t have something and you notice you don’t have it, is it relative in the Now? The answer is 100% no. Because whatever that is that you claim is lacking, or not there, is your way to relate to it. But since it is there whether in thought or physicality, it must be present in the moment so, therefore, the moment is perfect is it not?
So I want something and it’s not here then what? Is it relative in the Now? The answer is 100% no because it’s not Now. It’s not needed because it’s not here. You put it off in a future vibration in “Time”. The only things you put in Time are lack or hope. Betterment or fear, regret or dishonor, that’s all in Time. What is relative in the Now is always there. So you are relating to that wanted thing as lack. Because you don’t have it, so that would be a dependency fulfilled if you did have it, correct? However, in the moment if it is presented to you, THEN in that moment it is perfect when it comes to you.
Say you want a lover and the lover is not here. You want to know how to get a lover. Well, the lover is in the Now. The difference between this Now and when you experience THAT Now of the lover showing up is that then, it will be perfect for you. Because of your lack saying 'it’s not here now', that means you don’t want it because you put it off in Time.
So the lover is not relative to you in the Now. If it was relative to you in the Now, it would be here. But since you don’t believe that, because you have lack, you say it’s now needed. But it’s relative in the Now when you get there. When you stop validating Time you become the Now.
Are you a hot mess in life? It’s ok if you are, but that hot mess that you are is a vibrational attraction to an equal of what you call a lover. Those potential lovers who may come don’t make your standards because you’re a hot mess, and then you push your lovers away. Once you accept you are a hot mess than your lover comes that is that equal.
Since you have not accepted yourself, any lover who is that equal, you push away. The person that comes to you is a hot mess and you don’t see them as the picture perfect person, because you don’t understand yourself as a hot mess. So, you look at that person as something not to be loved. So you push it away. It’s exactly who you want. It’s there for you because you attracted them. But you say that’s not my lover, it’s not meeting my standards because you don’t understand your own self, so how can you understand your own standards.
Do not fear time has been slipping away from you, because you can’t figure out how to get a lover. Lovers are natural, but when you confine them to one in Time of commitment without unconditional love in place, then you will be the commitment of Time and not the love of Now.
Don’t get rid of any wants. If you want something, just know that the Nows that you have, is what you want. Truly. What you want in Time is lackful because it’s not decreed in the Now, so the relationship with that item is a dependency. But know that it IS in the Now, that has been separated by time. So trust that it comes in the perfect Now and follow your Nows of passion and that thing you want will come. And if it is not that exact VERSION of that thing, it will come larger than you can imagine. The universe always gives you one thing, PLUS. It gives you one that you want always more. It never gives you the equal. It’s impossible to give you that, because we are ever evolving. So, whatever comes always is more that what you knew you wanted, because we are the explores of the unknown.
You think that whatever you intend is better than the life you have and that’s why it becomes your lack.
Your life, that shines the light as high as possible, makes other lives better because it gives those lives opportunities to become the freedom and worthiness that you have found.
Asking others what they think about something? That’s thinking, that’s intention, that’s trying to solve, that’s a world that keeps you in the same mystery vibration that you are in now. What releases you is understanding how the journeys are replicated.
Marriages fail, Relationships fail, empires fall, goals fail because you bind them. And when they do become their own feathers, and grow bright and fly, you are envious and jealous. You have felt your lack of dependency, because you feel you took a chance and was betrayed and failed. What did you fail? Your beliefs. What was supposed to happen? The fairytale. You can see how that relationship was intention can you not?
Your intention to create something is a time-based mannerism, that’s birthed in lack. Your allowance of the Now will allow you to see what you’ve never seen. It will take a while to get used to not trying to create more and just notice, with unshielded eyes, just how beautiful the Now is. It takes a while. But if you enact the intention of creation in Time, the relationship of your reality is going to be the same.
You have to be the moment with no expectations and indifference to see how and what is not working. Stop seeking how it’s supposed to work. That is the ego mind of intention. You must feel that. Then the Now will become so simple. It becomes disappointing, lackluster, lazy and everything that you’ve been avoiding your whole life. It becomes all that so you can see it’s not that. You compare yourself to societal demands that say those certain things and you are the ones that superimpose that onto yourself and you become that experience.
It’s all how you relate to the world that you create. Intention finds things to label with hope. It puts things in Time so you can stay busy in your lack.
Be masters of your own emotions, but don’t control them. Relate to yourself, your emotions as the giver and the receiver of them. Do not change them or avoid them. Explore them. And you start to relate to reality completely different.
Your work is relating to reality. Period.
Try nothing and be everything. Experience and let it pass through you. There is no purpose, there’s no outcome, there’s no meaning. There just IS. Be that.
The Separation ego mind that is empty will seek intention. And you will notice intention because it is the focus on outcome, it is the effort, it is the same vibrations. Know these things. Be masters. You can see how the words “the kingdom of heaven lies within” is even with that, just a door. It’s just a way to start. It’s not the end all be all. There are no endings.
Fear no futures and BE the idea of the Now.
Know that moving through time offers billions of worlds to explore. How you start to play this time-based reality is now approachable in differentiations, so you may notice your freedom ensue. You may notice your vibration shifting and changing, but as you move through the journeys of the unknown, be sharp in your own demise, the ego mind that speaks its fears. The Mind that seeks separation yet again to feed it’s hunger.
The unknown is a very scary place to the ego mind of separation. Because it’s everything you’ve hoped for. It is everything that you’ve needed. It is everything and every lack is felt instantaneously. But the instantaneous only lies in the Now and then now must be noticed a new relationship.
Now is a paradox in an ego mind of Separation. The Now has nothing to offer because all is offered in the Now. It does not have the intention to create anything or give. You must become the experiencer of the Now with no mind. No mind on yesterday, no mind on tomorrow, no mind on if’s and’s or butts or should have's. These are all definitions laden in humanities relationship to life. Now does not have this mind, it offers eternity. And it is always pumping it’s eternal grace into you every moment. Feel creation instead of defining it, or labeling it, containing it.
Do not try to become better when you ARE already the Now. The Now has everything, time does not. That’s why it’s not there. It’s there in the Now. When you say not now then you speak time. The circuitry of time knows it.
Your life in hopes and dreams feels better, doesn’t it? You can feel and hope those ideas. You get excited about freeing yourself from this Now with time to become better. Understand that relationship today.
Those things that you want are a relationship to the Now. Objects do not fulfill your heart. Objects are creations of the heart. Know yourself. Know what you are filtering your creations through. Know the bands of frequencies that you use as truths.
Everything, I promise, will come to you. Time has already told you that.
The Now will give you everything. What is not there is dreamt of time. See that.
The Now will sweep you into forever. Time will keep you in time.
You do not create things. You create thought. You create experiences. Vibration, the light turned, creates your details. You create the world from the inside. You do not place ownerships or details on the world. You never have. That is built into each individual universe experiencing the world you create.
What is the permanency of the Now? Nothing. What is forever? Everything. What is ever-changing, ever expanding, ever knowing itself? You.
If you choose your joy, the abundant world will supply you with whatever it means to continue your joy. If you love to shop you will get the means to shop.
Let the God that you are have the experience that you have chosen.
All of the knowledge you have gained and experienced over time, you say' I wish I knew now what I knew then'. All of that you say as if this Now is better than the Now that you were in the past. All of that is judgment.
Now you get to reset, because of your whole approach to life.You have no time so you can’t grow old. It’s all a relationship to reality, as relating to God instead of relating as a human, in a prison of not knowing. That’s the eternal reset button that the Now offers.
Let go and watch your universe expanded by itself.
Look at your reality and know where you stand, with your abundance that is directly related to your self-worthiness.
The Collective of Mu
Channeled by Roxanne Swainhart 🌺