You are existence in-and-of itself. Therefore you can have an experience and the meaning of the experience IS that you can have an experience. Because, you are God not knowing itself until you have chosen to know yourself.
Polarity in-and-of itself shall know itself until God knows himself
Every time you prep yourself to be or portray any kind of “image”, to appear a certain way to others, then you’re not knowing yourself. You're only knowing what you were. Because, you’re living the constructs of “Time” as something of an imagery.
Unwanted in your reality?
All you do is not focus on it and it goes away. It has to because it’s law. Accept that unwanted reality but you don’t lift a finger to figure anything out that is making you upset, making you have thoughts of “polarity” or giving you a reoccurring feeling of connection as an “image”. Leave it alone and by default you get non-polarity.
Without I, and me, there is no God. Because, God can not reflect with out me.
It’s not real, it’s reality. Your “real” reality is what you create as an experience. The reason why the fear is so real, why it’s so powerful, is because you are coming face-to-face with a “coveting God”, a belief you took on, that you didn’t know you were not. You were a separated God and now you can see that power. This power does not lie in a person yelling “hey I’m you”. The power lies in your behavior, in your truths, in your coveting beliefs that create the reinforced reality of continuation of your same frequency.
Are you still validating that you need to check if your fear is real?
That big powerful fear is YOU as a “coveting God” creating. But, now you are the AWARENESS of that coveting God creating that belief and now you can accept it. Now no longer validate it by going to check if the fear is real because it doesn’t matter.
You can’t dissolve the fear through a thinking mind of polarity because you have to accept it. You can’t process this.
When the fears appears again, accept it and become it. You have to BECOME everything that you hate about yourself. You have to become everything that you fear. You have to accept everything and you take no action to re-create the fear. Say “ I accept the unknown possibilities of it maybe going to happen and I don’t take any defenses. Not 1 ounce of defense against my reality and I accept the “ Now”. With this, the only thing that will happen is miracles.
Accept that you are your pain.
Are fearing your image, how you appear to others? Go and be bald. Say to yourself “I am a bald ugly. I hate my image. I am creating my image to save my image but I really hate myself.” And then what happens is you will love yourself as soon as you hate yourself as—is. Otherwise you will give yourself a reality that is always trying to grow hair and be a person of image at the gym.
Accept everything about your reality. This ego “Self” of yours that is judging that “Self” because it wants to judge that “Self” to know that thy self as judged. That’s what you have to accept. Then you can know yourself as other than what you know yourself as in polarity.
However, don't say you accept yourself in the idea of you are completing a process to get to somewhere else.
It means you’re not accepting what you are.
Once you know you're enough THEN you can get what you want. You keep thinking it’s all about the action you take because you’re basing the action on results. So, you were always changing your actions which is a connection to the polarized idea of the results. That’s you, trying to get what you need to make yourself better. It’s not about what you’re doing. It’s the relationship you have towards what you are doing. If you are doing an action out of lack, then you’re continuing the polarized image. It’s your relationship to that, or how you are viewing and relating to what you are doing. You’re still afraid what you're doing is wrong. Stop. It’s your relationship to it. It is really the equal beauty of eating a peanut butter sandwich.
It’s not right or wrong. It’s in the moment that is your truth, not if it’s right or wrong.
Don’t be concerned with feeling good. Feeling good is also an “image”. Understand that is polarized. No longer judge yourself. Get into a place where you know the good does not attract the bad. It is just an ISness.
Essasni and Atticus
Channeled by Roxanne Swainhart 🌺