The mind has a wonderful way of assessing this life, wanting to measure it and weigh it. All we are IS right “Now”. That’s it. It’s really difficult to see what that means and experience what that means unless you become that, literally. It cannot be done any other way but experiential. To understand what it is to be “Now”, you have to be that. It cannot be described.
What you have already created, you want. You want this “Now”. You really want whatever is in your reality, otherwise, it can’t be here. It can’t be created. It literally cannot be created for you, by you to experience through you, (creation experiencing itself), unless it IS what you want.
By wanting what you have in life right now, you BECOME it. You no longer push away from it and scurry off to a new “Now”. You no longer validate escapism or “polarity”, you become the moment. Because you really accept, I want THIS, what you have, Now.
When you understand what you are NOW and really start to love it, not in emotional love, but in awareness of your state of being, your connection with it. The “I Am” of that. “I want this,” you say. Then, you will find a new vibration that cannot be described, can not be passed along, and very rarely can it ever be projected, save in representation.
Whenever you think of what you don’t want, you are off scattered energetically in the past or future, off in “Time”. Whenever you think of what you do want, other than “Now”, then you are “Time”. If you don’t want what’s in front of you, then you’re not wanting what you ARE in the “Now” vibration. It’s that simple.
You have to love what you're doing. If you are doing it for a purpose, then you are not wanting it. When you really start to fall in love with THIS, what you have right now in your reality, you want THIS ( what you already have in your reality), then you start to understand your relationship with it. You’re starting to understand what you have created for you. There is never disharmony in the universe.
Let go of the controlling ego mind that continually says to you to focus on everything other than what you are now. Really start to BE what you are now. Don’t be the human ego-mind that measures and judges everything in your reality. What you want to BE, is what you are now. This has to be, you are HERE.
You chose to be human but that’s not permanent. Your HigherMind or Whole Mind is in love with the “Now”. It must be because you are HERE, you are this “Now”. So when you start to release your barriers and let in everything that is here in the “Now”, everything changes with it. Then, you really start to understand the relationship of things in your reality. You really do. You’ll start to fall in love with everything by accepting it.
If you want to smoke a cigarette because you love it, smoke up. Be it in the “Now” and say I want this. That’s how creation understands itself. When the participants of the moment are vulnerable, open and part of the “One”, which is natural already. The ego mind or “Diversionary mind” has allowed there to be a “barrier.” To have time to measure yourself of your own actions.
All of you are here because you wanted this life experience. “Now” is so fast, so incredible, and so full of life. It is all of the stars exploding at the same time. It is the equal power of the sun at your fingertips. That’s what the “Now” is full of. That’s what it is always. The only way you’re going to experience that is to BE it. But, it can’t be done with the ego mind that thinks. The ego mind can’t think about this. It has to stop.
Do you want to change your body?
Let’s say you want bigger boobs. If you want bigger boobs, you will NOT get bigger boobs. If you want these boobs, that you have, and you got those boobs, and you fall in love with these boobs that you have, then that means those boobs you desire in the future BECOME these boobs that you have! That’s how it works. It’s not wanting those boobs, bigger, better off in the future. It’s wanting These boobs that you have. Then these boobs you have create NEW boobs. That’s what’s going to happen.
Let’s say you want to go to Switzerland. If you are here and you want what you have right now, then the Switzerland trip will come to you.
Only by wanting things off in the future, in “Time”, have you kept yourself in the everlasting flow of mediocrity.
ALWAYS WANTING, KEEPS YOU HERE. LOVING HERE, GIVES YOU WHAT YOU WANT.
Because what you want is always the unknown vibration, the unknown experience. Why prevent the unknown by asking for it from a “Now” in “Time”? Because what you are asking for is known. It is paradoxical.
Whatever you want in your mind in “Time” is not “Now”. Become “Now” with no more wanting. Because wanting “Now” you are present in the moment, not off in “Time”, in a vibration of the future because you are now wanting this that you have! Look at humanities efforts to obtain things. It hasn’t worked. How do you get a different way? It cannot be the way that you’ve been taught. It’s a different way of saying “I want”. A different way of relating to your reality.
Accept everything about you. Accept the life that you are. Accept every definition of you. Accept your ups and downs. Accept what others judge about you. Accept everything because there is no correct way to do things because there is no direction. Surprise! You guys aren’t going anywhere. You are already HERE. You just don’t know it yet. All you have to do is see what you are. And BE the full-blown relationship with it.
Accept you ARE the moment you’re in. If someone is yelling at you, say “ I want this”. I have chosen this experience and I am absolutely enthralled to have it. If your emotions are kicking your ass, you know exactly what it is. It’s the shedding of an “Ego Self”. An old POV that is no longer preferred because you have decided not to feed that hungry lion and just let it die. So you’re not feeding your own pain anymore, you are becoming it. Accepting it. Wanting it in the “Now”. And then it will no longer be anything but the beauty of what you are.
It’s choosing to accept your reality. It’s choosing to accept every decision in your mind that you have ever made as your truth. It has been.
It’s not about the life you are creating, it’s about living the life you HAVE.
So, if you start to live this, want what you ARE and not plan life or wonder where your life is going, or where it’s been and start living life, then you will be FREE!
Trust the “Now”. Accept what you are every moment and the only thing that will happen is that you will see the unit of the “One”, All-That-Is, starts to create what you’ve always wanted. But you’ve got to want the “Now”. You’ve got to want EVERYTHING you are. You gotta be ok with what you are.
Saying I want THIS that I have gives you more than you could ever have imagined.
As you start to think about how to employ this information, then you are not being “Now”. Everything is “Now” and doesn’t have anything to do associated with “Time”. It has to be done through the experience of yourself. These are the teachings but you have to live this in other words.
Concerns about Dating?
You’re going to fall in love when you accept what you are now. You’re not going to be played. But, if you keep trying so hard to love others without loving yourself first, then there will be that decree of separation. All you have to do is say “I am what I am now.” I don’t need anything else “Now.” Then, “Now” shows you what else is coming. Get out of your way and it’s going to be epic. There’s no equation to how you will feel.
You naturally vibrate to the reality that is equal to you. That cannot be changed because it’s all based on your vibration.
Start to love what you are NOW and everything that is in you, you have to want it all. Say the words out loud “I want this now.” It’s being “Now” with zero thought of intention to flow in the “Now” and then you’ll really understand what the harmony of the universe has always been. Because now you are consciously the ONE. You are accepting ALL of you. There’s no more energy of separation from creation. You’ll understand this if it is chosen by you.
Wanting “Now” is to accept it. You can not have a process of the mechanics to this because if it is taught to you that is an ideology that you are going to interpret with your reference of your limitations leading to the continuation of the mediocrity vibration.
It will be discovered by you when you start to understand yourself in the “Now”. Any actions of doing, hoping, dreaming, vibrate the continuation of the same vibration of all involved in “Time”.
Desiring your own apartment?
You are always vibrating in that lack, as you are wishing for your own place. But, if you want THIS, where you are, what you have, where you are living today. If you want that and accept that moment, say “I want this”. Really say it and KNOW that you chose it. Say to yourself “I created this”. Don’t measure it. Accept what you are as an experience.
Where you are living is JUST an experience! You are an unknown God getting an unknown reality that’s only measured by your ego fractal mind. THEN, you will NOT live there within a couple of months. If you say in the “Now” when you feel it - “I want THIS”. Even if it takes you a few “Nows” to say it with authenticity, you will not be in the same place that you are living. Because you can’t. Because you want THIS that you have, and THIS is ever changing. “NOW” IS EVER CHANGING. YOU keep it the same by lacking it by wanting something else. You gotta want this that you have. There is no Intrusion because everything is one vibration interacting on the course of frequency match.
BE what you are now and you will no longer be that anymore! Because you cannot be what you are not any longer because you are the constant explorer, evolver.
You keep yourself the same vibration, although you are ever expanding, by always wanting. But you can’t see that because you want things that are different. A new house may come, but the vibration will be the same “I am lack because I don’t have this thing that I want so I will remain the vibration of lack.” Saying I want this, that I have, gives everything permission to be flowing in. That’s how it works.
Everything will come. However you gotta be what you are. But, wanting things that are not here keeps the same things here. Become this moment. Love what you created. So, now that may cause you to feel pain. How can I be so arrogant to accept my pain? Well, it hasn’t worked trying to rid yourself of it.
Everything works when you accept it. Everything. This is how you get your freedom back.
Anything I want in “Time” is lack. It must be because it’s from a memory. The memory is old, diminished, dark, no longer full of light. “Now” offers so much brightness.
“Time” is a beautiful thing. It gives you ways to live you can never express unless you validate “Time”. “Time” in and of itself is becoming a choice. The more you are wanting this that you have, what does “Time” have anything to do with this “Now”. THIS is here right now. That’s all there is. Then your relationship with “Time” will change. You’ll understand how you’ve always been creating it in the moment for reference, points of starts and stops, beginnings and endings, futures of tomorrow. Now that relationship will never be the same dominion that you validated time ends.
BE what you are now. Accept your lack. Don’t worry about noticing it. Accept it. “Wow look at my lack. I want that. I am that, awesome.”
Understand that you are the lack, then the lack no longer remains the lack. Lack can leave! You have not sustained it in the idea of lack by being lack full about it. You are being accepting of it. Accept all reality, the reality is whole therefore it becomes whole and there is no more lack. That acceptance brings in millions of alternate probabilities.
The HD Collective
Channeled by Roxanne Swainhart 🌺